still having a hard time with my health ❤️
thank you so much everyone for supporting me during this it’s been one of the scariest things i’ve ever experienced. it’s possible i may have caught covid at the last hostel i was in and the severe vertigo could be the aftermath of it but i have no way of knowing for sure!
i’ll be moving soon to a better apartment where i can heal in a nicer environment. it’s going to be a very expensive end to the year but i’ve decided to do whatever it takes to feel better and worry about the money later 🙏🏼
reminder that if i owe you anything i will catch up when i’m better and i thank you deeply for your patience ❤️
2021-11-25 21:46:59 +0000 UTC
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*squish*
2021-11-25 06:07:38 +0000 UTC
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2021-11-24 18:11:02 +0000 UTC
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shower photo i took last month 💋
2021-11-24 11:51:20 +0000 UTC
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✨ health update ✨
i took a step back a few days ago from everything as i noticed if i felt anxiety or stress my vertigo was worse. yes i am unfortunately still struggling with it 💔
i am thinking of organising some promotion exchange with other models for the next week to help keep my account a little more afloat until i am healed.
i was doing brilliant the first week of being poorly but then i noticed some DMs were giving me anxiety and i needed to check them less 😔
i hope you can understand, i hope you’re enjoying seeing lots of content from last year and i look forward to creating new content for you all again soon 🧡
2021-11-24 08:31:21 +0000 UTC
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another selfie from last year 😚
2021-11-23 18:30:55 +0000 UTC
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2021-11-23 10:31:14 +0000 UTC
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2021-11-22 18:59:45 +0000 UTC
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Q: do you have any b/g content?
A: i prefer to use m/f (meaning male/female) and i would love to offer that kind of content but i can’t. i don’t have a lover and i wouldn’t make content with any man i didn’t deeply trust 🧡
2021-11-21 21:44:06 +0000 UTC
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2021-11-18 21:41:16 +0000 UTC
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almost made it back into the top 0.8% of creators 🥰
2021-11-18 21:20:46 +0000 UTC
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really appreciate the lovely messages thank you ❤️
2021-11-18 21:16:06 +0000 UTC
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✨ health update ✨
i woke up feeling worse and have been on the phone to my UK doctor today - it looks like i may be struggling with a couple health problems.
spending today trying to decide if i should try to heal here or fly home 🥺
the doctor said my vertigo should subside in a couple days and then i could fly back for tests. i’ve packed my bag and am now in bed thinking over everything.
it’s so strange how life can take a sudden turn. one minute i’m feeling the happiest i’ve been in a long time, excited to be starting a new chapter and the next i feel total confusion/fear of my own body.
i was meant to go for a test earlier this year as i noticed things weren’t right with my body but (as i’m sure many can relate) the stress of everything covid made me feel resistant to visiting the GP or possibly “wasting their time”.
thank you everyone that has supported me whilst i’ve been feeling unwell. these have surprisingly been some of my best days ever on this website! ❤️🙏🏼
2021-11-18 11:27:35 +0000 UTC
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does following me make you feel more attracted to natural body hair on women?
2021-11-17 13:00:33 +0000 UTC
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were you surprised by my unshaved body hair after joining my page?
2021-11-17 12:58:33 +0000 UTC
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i’ve been told they’re a very comfy head rest 😚
2021-11-17 12:56:35 +0000 UTC
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posted boobs on my story 🧡
2021-11-17 10:09:46 +0000 UTC
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do you enjoy seeing my feet in photos or videos?
2021-11-16 10:01:28 +0000 UTC
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good morning ☀️
it’s a bed day for me! yesterday was very strange. for a while i’ve been feeling unbalanced and tired but the last few days it got so bad i couldn’t enjoy even a short walk outside without feeling like i might fall over.
i rung the NHS help line and was connected with someone who’s first language wasn’t english. i think there was a big mis-communication from this point and they sent me to a hospital to be covid tested (i didn’t realise this until i got there).
when i got there i said i don’t have covid and i’m not here for covid but they wouldn’t listen. they told me to get tested then come back to the reception after.
i had paid a lot for the taxi there and although totally afraid to go through the scary covid warning doors (lots of big red writing) i thought i would regret not finding out what was wrong with me.
i ended up in a room divided by plastic sheets with elderly people who have covid being cared for. eventually when they realised i didn’t have covid they sent an english speaking person to me “why are you here?!”
i burst out crying and said i think there’s been a huge miscommunication! “i don’t have covid and i’m not here for covid” “i’m just feeling very unbalanced and wanted to see a doctor about it”
after a while sitting by myself wondering what was happening they told me to sit in a wheelchair in the hallway and they would move me to the next place.
i watched out the window people being wheeled on beds and waited awkwardly in my chair.
eventually i was moved to another area. the hospital was overflowing with people. they had to move people in beds around just to let others get through.
i was put in a room full of people with drips in their hands. this scared me - i just wanted some medication and to go home! i was afraid if it got any later i wouldn’t be able to get a taxi back to the town i came from.
hours since i got to the hospital they finally found a translator and sat me in a doctors room where they did some checks.
the doctor said “90% of the time what you’re experiencing is caused by an ear infection” so i was given a prescription and told to collect the medication from the pharmacy over the road.
i grabbed the meds and head back home to bed! i’m not feeling better today but i should be better in a week 😩
all i can think is that it was from swimming in a hostel pool at the start of my trip as i’ve been feeling a little wobbly since i got here…
i usually avoid hostel swimming pools as hostels for some odd reason don’t seem to clean as well as hotels/airbnbs. i never understand that - why do we allow them to be less clean just because they’re cheaper? after all, they’re cheaper because of the room sharing not due to a lack of cleanliness 👎🏼
so that’s me 😂 i’ll be in bed all day today resting 🧡
2021-11-16 09:33:41 +0000 UTC
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does my butt look bigger from all the walking i’ve done?
2021-11-15 21:16:00 +0000 UTC
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scheduled lots of posts so you won’t miss out - i’ll just be slow to reply to messages ☺️🧡
2021-11-15 20:28:14 +0000 UTC
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i just spent my evening in a hospital - it was pretty exhausting so extra love and patience with me please. i have anti-biotics and should be fine soon 🧡❤️
2021-11-15 19:38:04 +0000 UTC
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2021-11-15 18:15:50 +0000 UTC
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another favourite from the beach photoshoot!
although i’m in a warmer country it’s still very cold especially in the mornings so i wasn’t able to take many before i got too cold and had to wrap up with a hot chocolate
i would love to extend this photoset so it’s a full high quality one like i used to but it will take a few days i think. so maybe by the end of november i’ll have lots more to share ☺️
2021-11-15 15:09:46 +0000 UTC
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shall i take the top off?
2021-11-15 12:14:43 +0000 UTC
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where did you first discover me?
2021-11-15 09:51:17 +0000 UTC
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2021-11-15 09:11:08 +0000 UTC
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swipe for selfies
2021-11-15 06:12:58 +0000 UTC
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