Writing:
Mai Hero:
Some people would rather lose you than love you.
So let that love naturally die out.
You deserve much better than this.
Cindy Moon: …
Mai Hero: Some people would rather lose you than help you.
So let that love naturally die out.
You deserve much better than this.
Cindy Moon: …
Mai Hero: Good morning, Cindy. Everything’s going to be okay. Have a nice day.
@maihero
What ever fuck that dude
If anyone buys the steam washing vacuum on my Amazon wishlist, I’ll send u all of this month’s streams and various photos. 💕 That’s about 25 episodes + more (worth over $750) from this month.
If you were a god tier/king tier patron at some point, or several times let me know I will also send some streams. 💕
One day, after many “I’ve had enough.”s… you just … see things as they are and just want nothing to do with them anymore. You may have wasted a lot of time, energy and resources on them in the past and that just shows how generous and kind you are.
The future will reward you ten fold and you will win a happily ever after in the end. Everything will make sense and work out for you so well in the end that it makes up for everything the universe puts you through. You’ll forgive yourself for your mistakes and be able to educate others with your experience and wisdom.
I wish you all strength, patience, courage, love, clarity, intelligence, resiliency in your journeys.
@maihero
Writing:
Mai Hero: If he wanted to, he would have.
Cindy Moon: …
Mai Hero: He clearly doesn’t love you.
Cindy Moon: …
Mai Hero: You have over 25,000 followers to choose from.
Cindy Moon: …
Mai Hero: Are you going to waste another 4 years being stupid, miserable, broke and sexless?
Cindy Moon: …
Mai Hero: Wake up already.
Cindy Moon: …
Mai Hero: Someone offered you 20k for a date and you’re hung up on someone who doesn’t even take pictures of you or fuck you properly. Are you fuckin stupid.
Cindy Moon: …
Mai Hero: he doesn’t even take you on real dates or help make any of this fun for you. You’re fighting with him to get the past content you made and that’s only 1 minute of video. Just fuckin move on already. Nobody wants to see you both together anymore. We used to cheer for him but you’re just draining us at this point with the sad posts and the Snapchat dog pics. He doesn’t even make you feel like a princess and costs you your time, mental health, money and youth. Wake up, already. I’m tired of being on the D team already. You’re going to lose everything at this rate if you keep trying to be with him. He’s never going to be the person you need him to be. You can’t trust him, rely on him, talk to him or go to him for anything so what exactly are you doing right now, Cindy moon???
Cindy Moon: …
Mai Hero: SAY SOMETHING.
Cindy Moon: …
Mai Hero: You deserve so much more than this.
Cindy Moon: …
Mai Hero: You love him but he doesn’t love you.
Cindy Moon: …
Mai Hero: How many more times are you going to repeat yourself and go in this destructive, co-dependent cycle?
Cindy Moon: …
Mai Hero: how did this even happen?
Cindy Moon: …
Mai Hero: Why won’t you fuckin reply to me
Cindy Moon: …
Mai Hero: ur a ****** ******* ******.
Cindy Moon: …
Mai Hero: I’m sorry I said that but reading all of this just makes me so angry and frustrated and helpless.
Cindy Moon: …
Mai Hero: I just want to see you happy, healthy, horny and doing financially well like you deserve. It’s not easy watching from the sidelines. All of this is really weird and stupid. Please let go of your attachment issues already and find some better people to work with. Are you waiting till you’re 50 and bankrupt trying to help other people who don’t even value you? This isn’t the right move, Cindy. Please. We love and support you so much but you can’t even focus or follow through with anything cuz you’re so distracted and distraught from the bullshit you shouldn’t even have to go through in the first place.
Cindy moon: …
Mai Hero: You have to move on. He can’t even give you a boner for a hand job or blow job video. This is destroying you right now and you clearly hate it all. Please leave him and drop him already. He doesn’t even give you foreplay, shopping money, money for bills, dates or vacations.
The least he could do is help you one hour a day in real life or online. This is insane. You have given him so much that he didn’t deserve. He isn’t worth this pain. Please just leave him and make real content already. You deserve dates, foreplay and someone who wants to make your life easier, better and more positive. Someone smart enough who wants to see you succeed. He is draining you of your life and everything. You need to leave him.
Cindy Moon: …
Mai Hero: You deserve goddess or princess treatment. I don’t want to see you break down anymore. Your life would be 10000 times better if you could just leave him or give someone else a chance. Literally anyone at this point. We will never understand why he won’t help out in any important ways or do more for you. He’s just not that into u. He doesn’t love you. He doesn’t deserve you or your love. It’s so easy to help you and this dumbass hates you and himself so much he’s ruining the both of you. This is hurting you more than anyone else. Why can’t you see that and escape? I love you so much and just want us to be happy and relax and try to accomplish 10% or what we said we would try to do.
…. May today be the last day he gets to receive your love and may you have the strength and will to engage with people that are good for you.
Cindy Moon: …
@maihero
If he didn’t come over and vape i would have gone on stream today. I need a different type of person that cares about keeping my mental health A-1 and is actually smart and caring enough to help me be on top of things. I don’t want to work 15-18 hours a day or be this miserable anymore. I want to study more and finish school but I can’t when I’m trying to managing over 6 social media accounts and help people who are taking more than they are giving. I don’t even want to live in this area anymore. I’m tired of spiraling every time he comes around and being worried sick about when his lungs are gonna collapse and how he’s wasting the sexiest years of my life for no one’s benefit. He only helps when I’ve had a completely catastrophic breakdown and that’s during a rare moon and then just sits around vaping and fucking around on the internet while I’m drowning in a million tasks and voices.
I’m tired of not having any b/g content and fighting till I cry for help that he doesn’t give anyways. He’s not making this even 5% worth it. I don’t want him in my life anymore. Please just leave so my life can get better with better people around me.
I don’t love you anymore.
I hope you’re happy with the result of your actions these past 4 years.
Loving you hasn’t been worth it and I wish I didn’t try to be in a situationship with you.
Please leave my key and my cards.
I don’t want a life with you anymore.
I don’t want to be your girlfriend, your wife… I don’t even want to be your friend.
Being with you has changed me not for the better and I need an easier, happier, better and more love filled life where I’m not always on guard with my money or disappointment and depressed from having you in my life. Loving you has made my life ten times harder and you’re not worth being broke for. I need b/g content from someone who’s not my worst enemy. I’m okay with never seeing you again. Please leave me my key and my cards.
Once he’s really gone, I’ll make 10 times more and forget him in a past chapter. If he wanted any other ending he would have listened to me and helped me by now. Everyone’s telling me to just drop the deadweight and I appreciate the supportive letters to help me leave him. I’m working on it. Being human with feelings isn’t my best or strongest feature. I want to feel attractive or loved and i just can’t go to him for that ever.
I guess that’s why I love slipping away to the internet. My DMs are full of people who love me softly and fill me with wants, desires, joy and ambitions.
I’d rather be a princess or a goddess online than his lover in real life.
Someone told me to just stop including him mentally in anything or trying to trust him, rely on him or go to him for anything. I’m listening and the influence is working.
It’s time to move on.
I miss the days when I was easily turned on by Chad.
It‘s getting harder and harder to be attracted to him.
It’s bad enough that he doesn’t help me with important stuff, I can’t take much more of being distracted with the worry over his well being.
There’s nothing attractive about taking on more burdens when I never even get the help I need in the first place. There’s no point in fantasizing about a future with someone who’s going to be hospital-bound in less than 4 years waiting for lung transplants and loving someone who’s going to pass away in less than ten.
He came over with some food since he heard I was feeling under the weather. Him vaping 50+ puffs of nicotine into my only space is making me sicker and I lost my will to stream again. It makes me wish he didn’t even bother coming over at all. I’m barely attracted to him anymore. Sacrificing all the money I could have made these past four years as well as my mental health and happiness hasn’t been worth it. Im getting more and more apathetic about what happens to him with each passing day.
I know he doesnt care about helping me with work, making sure I’m happy or that he’s ruining my life making me worried sick and angry but I wish he would make changes for himself.
I’m mourning my past years and i give up on thinking he’s ever going to change or make my life better. I look forward to being in a completely different place this time next year mentally and physically. I did more than anyone else he’s ever dated and I hope to be as willing to lose him as he is willing to lose me soon. I can’t afford to be around someone who vapes 50+ times an hour into my only space, litters my place with empty energy drink cans and makes me not want to take pictures or stream. It doesn’t matter if I wish he was worth it if he never will be. I want to be happy and I will never get that with him.
I pray for people who will add to my life more than they take from it. I know I deserve it all. I want people who make me happy and productive instead of being this weird oversharing bummer. I’ve been asking him to leave my keys and cards every single time he visits and I know that he knows he’s losing me. He still chooses nicotine, alcohol, porn, doing useless shit on the internet and energy drinks over me every day.
I look forward to the day I wake up and want nothing to do with him anymore.
I wish I never helped him.
I find great comfort in watching easy to consume media. Mostly picturesque landscapes and fantasy fiction.
I’m currently studying on my couch some books on parks in Europe. Netflix’s The Chilling Adventures of Sabrina the Teenage Witch playing on the television in the background.
I suppose I quite enjoy coming off age storylines in fantasy settings. Even if it’s not my age demographic and I don’t find it strange at all if others do the same. Sometimes, I watch shows and films that star actors older than me but I’m especially yung at heart and I remember some of my most impactful stories was the Harry Potter Series, Artemis Fowl series, Eragon and…. I can’t recall.
It’s soothing to slip into simpler, magical times and live through or spectate a main character and their great blossoming moments in life. I get to learn about love, adventure, even a touch of history and good versus evil. I would say it develops me into a more empathetic, educated and imaginative person. When I rewatch sometimes I wanna be a main character, sometimes I just wanna be one of the aunts or teachers and I get to notice and appreciate more and different details every time I rewatch!
Any impactful shows, movies, books you wanna share?
I am also open to girl/girl collaborations if you have a Spider girl, spider gwen, Black Widow, anything Marvel hero Cosplay. Strap on content okay, just know I’m a strap on virgin. I’m happy with either role: wearing it or taking it.
And you know what, it doesn’t have to even be super hero anything. I have some cheerleading costumes and we could be maids or whatever you have in mind.
Bonus if your place is nicer than mine and if we can film scenes where you are or elsewhere. ☺️ 🏰 🌙 🇺🇸
I am also @maihero
#onlyfans #marvel #cindymoon #silk #comics #actors
Show me your body if you’re interested in being co-star for Spider-Man and Silk parody scene. 🎬
Must be
🕸️ Clean with Legal bill of health/ test results and willing to wear a condom.
🕸️ Non- smoking/ non-vaping anything outside of 420.
🕸️ Fit/healthy/muscular can fit into XL Spidey suit. I am trying to make money here and sell videos so they need to look good for the camera. Bonus if you’re taller than my past lover who is 6’6- 6’7.
🕸️ Single/ Not Married/ Not in a relationship. (closed/traditional relationships).
🕸️ Can get a hard on.
🕸️ Average to large size cock. (Open to small cocks if I’m being paid handsomely and it’s cucking/ humiliation/ domme scene/script.)
🕸️ Can last 4-5 minutes.
If still interested feel free to
🕸️ Tell me where you’re located
🕸️ Your socials
🕸️ Show me your work experience/ proposed setting
Notes
🕸️ I will **NOT** pay you. If anything, I should be paid a bajillion dollars for holding your 🍆 on camera.
🕸️ I want someone no maintenance/ no attachments/ someone who sees all of this as acting/ won’t end up stalking me or villainizing me for not talking or keeping up.
🕸️ I will **NOT** give you a percentage of my sales. Just don’t contact me if you want this I’m not entertaining any more of these.
🕸️ You may sell on your page and keep all that you make.
🕸️ I would prefer someone incognito/ not big on onlyfans/ newbie but I am open to collaborating with experienced people.
🕸️ A hand job or lap dance for the first video.
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I don’t know what’s more impressive: how fast I make money or fast I spend it.
(Please don’t be wowed by the live with 1000+ usd raised in the pinned post. I already spent it getting a few refugee journalists smart phones. They’re going to be learning and writing articles. I know it’s going to make a huge difference. WE did that. All things I’ve accomplished is thanks to YOU all, so please feel free to take pride in what WE did. I raised more awareness on the stuff going on in Israel and palestine/ Gaza on the IG instead of selfies and I don’t really care if I lose followers for it. )
( I’m happy doing that.)
( I’d be happier with some silent billionaire bitch boy cucks tossing a couple billion at me.)
(I’d settle for a couple million.)
(Hired an assistant.)
(I’m trying to break this fever. My body is sweating. And aching. I know it’s not sexy to talk about any of this but I truly cannot help it 😭 and relaying it makes me feel better. Chad says he’s bringing me soup. I feel like someone tricked me into thinking there was a spoon of brown sugar for me and when I swallowed it it’s actually sand. Idk how I’m typing this much. I wish I wasn’t put in this weird position where I think complete isolation is better for me. According to my poll, most people rightly believe I should stay home (10 for just wear a mask, 13 for staying home) so I’m not going to the tech event unless my colleague still wants me to go and i won’t go if I still have a fever and I definitely wouldn’t go without a mask. )
(I’m adhd and on the spectrum, deal with it)
(You’re all my best friends.)
Okay, I got it out of my system and got some sound wisdom and advice from my counsel/followers. Thanks for being supportive.
Open to buying ads, sfs and friends list. Just let me know !
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