I’m everything you want and can’t have. 💕
I’m everything you want and can’t have. 💕
2023-10-23 20:57:40 +0000 UTC View PostI’m everything you want and can’t have. 💕
2023-10-23 20:57:40 +0000 UTC View PostSo happy I didn’t co-sign that lease of his that he was strezzing me to sign for months. I need a different kind of person/ different kind of people in my life that are no maintenance and add to my life. I’ve been stuck in limbo for what feels like 10 years. I’m happy to add value to other people’s lives but not at my constant expense. I’m positive it’s very obvious I have enough on my plate and I need to feel like I can breathe. I can’t do that if people are always draining me while I’m juggling what I have going on. I have to figure out how to find people in real life to hire and focus on business. I have to find a woman glamour photographer, work out more consistently and get work set up. Irl Friendship isn’t a priority for me right now. I can’t be a good friend when my mind is stuck on work and saving people. I have to recharge and find people that aren’t in constant need of help. Not until I’m taken care of first. I can’t save other people if i can’t save myself first. And for me to save myself I have to leave the person making me feel like im not even a person.
2023-10-23 20:46:26 +0000 UTC View PostLittle Miss posts non stop 😭 Please feel free to ask me questions on newest TikTok. I need 1000 followers or something to go live. Time to serve. 😉 #cindymoon #onlyfans #thoughts #writing #poetry
2023-10-23 19:15:24 +0000 UTC View PostManifesting billionaire subs that will spoil me so much I forget all about chad and just have fun with other princesses. (Yes, I reuse my favorite content for posts. Deal with it. Princess loves u. ) (After I get enough sleep and have healed enough I want to make new and better content. I just can’t even think straight once my mind starts doing its little spiral thing. I’m gonna get a nice lunch and meditate and detach.)
2023-10-23 18:58:17 +0000 UTC View PostI’m so horny and in need of b/g content or g/g content but I also don’t want to be charmed into another situationship like with chad. I just don’t understand why he comes over just to sit on the couch instead of making me feel beautiful, helping around home or online but still takes from me. He’ll do just enough to make me think we’re something but never enough to substantially help me. I want to be happy but he won’t do anything important to make sure I can rest and relax. I can’t understand how you could be stupid enough to not help me or make me feel beautiful. I don’t want someone addicted to porn so much he makes me feel like the ugliest person in the world not deserving of love. I keep screaming at him to fucking help out already and he just refuses. Then I scream at him to give my my key back so I can give it to someone who’s going to actually add value to my life but he won’t give it to me. He keeps saying I’ll be back knowing I love him but he’s making me work nonstop and strezzing and feeling so ugly I don’t want to take pictures. I can’t live like this anymore.
2023-10-23 18:48:01 +0000 UTC View PostDo u possibly want to make content with me or sell some lewd photo sets together in an online promo? I can’t be nice anymore to chad. It’s been 4 years and I’m just bitter and toxic like I’m a femcel. I don’t even recognize myself anymore and i don’t want to give him another 4 years of my life to do nothing and waste my youth and drive me insane.
2023-10-23 18:20:50 +0000 UTC View PostGlad I started laying off the 420 and that I’ve completely run out. I started talking to a past lover … and we have completely different memories of what happened in the past. I didn’t think I hit it that much in the past but I could be wrong. They were a big hippie, too but I’m just super confused that we have different stories??? Happy I’ve never touched any substances stronger than that and I don’t plan to either.
2023-10-23 17:42:28 +0000 UTC View Post8 days till Halloween! Good morning, Witches and Wizards 🧙♀️ 🧙 Have a nice day. 👻 🐈⬛ 🏰 Thanks for answering my polls. I was curious about both my followings and their brains. It’s always so nice to know there are so many people that value and cherish their wives. It’s a beautiful world. 😋 The results are fantastic and pleasing because of the people who think so highly of their companions. ☺️ because of the high number of $50 voters, I decided to only charge $20 to enter my shower show yesterday. 😄 #cindymoon #halloween #onlyfans
2023-10-23 16:38:07 +0000 UTC View PostYou can just sit back and enjoy the show, babe. 💙
2023-10-23 15:28:02 +0000 UTC View PostWhat do mean I can’t wear this dress to the restaurant???
2023-10-23 12:00:28 +0000 UTC View PostI’m writing a mini poem book. ☺️ 10 poems for first release. I have the 10 poems already. I would love to chat with someone who would babysit me through its completion as a digital publication on Amazon. It’s a bunch of dramatic poems that came to me like magic. My brain likes to rhyme sometimes. They make me happy. I am proud of them and my personal growth. Some things to think about I need to chat with someone to get to next steps: Cover art? I would love to honor my angels in an acknowledgement/ special thank you section. If you’re one of my generous sponsors and would like your name included; please think about what you’d like your name in there as. ☺️ I’m also considering one version without art and another with attention getting photos for publicity/awareness purposes to see how they do. Since books are like 3-15 dollars, I figured I could sell them easily and raise awareness even more easily if they had spicy pics. I know it’s unorthodox but it’s also very interesting and hopefully helpful in a subtle way. I hope people enjoy my poems. #cindymoon #writing #poetry
2023-10-23 11:39:04 +0000 UTC View PostOne day, I think when I’m completely alone for a long enough time in a nice place, I’ll be able write ✍️ the persuasive captions and not care anymore. 🤣 I’m getting a little better at it. 😄 When I’m completely set up I’ll have a lot of fun exploring all my interests just for fun. I have so many ideas and things I’ve always wanted to learn about or explore. Life is really special and rewarding in that way!
2023-10-23 11:06:38 +0000 UTC View PostThese nights are so much better with you in them. 🥰
2023-10-23 09:49:33 +0000 UTC View PostWe could live hoppily ever after. 🐰 💕 🌙 🏰
2023-10-23 06:49:43 +0000 UTC View PostI love that we’re in a secret relationship that I don’t even know about… 😚 🤫 🥸 😇 ( MISTER MYSTERIOUS MAN!!! )
2023-10-23 06:40:27 +0000 UTC View PostThere’s never a boring moment with you. 💙
2023-10-23 06:21:35 +0000 UTC View PostTell me what you’ve dressed up as before for fun. 💙
2023-10-23 06:11:31 +0000 UTC View PostIf you could charge people to spectate your wife or girlfriend’s bath time, how much would you charge?
2023-10-23 00:48:00 +0000 UTC View PostStream started at 10/22/2023 09:22 pm (??? What’s with this time stamp ???) Happy Spooky Season! $1 a second. You will get kicked out if you give me commands or say gross things! (Pet peeve of mine. 🐶)
2023-10-22 22:54:04 +0000 UTC View PostSpecial price live stream cuz I wrote a lot of essays on the wall today 🤣 and bitched at the creator who dropped her link for a second time (with no hello, or asking, just dropped her link and then skedaddled… TWICE .idk how she’s doing it when I blocked her after the first time. Hopefully, onlyfans fixes these bugs on their platform soon. 🙃 🌹 🤣 ) Today’s episode 2 Watching an Halloween movie then doing some squats in my cute ghost gym shorts. If you tipped or are a medal holder this month, you may ask for this stream! I don’t remember which episode where my nice, hot girlfriend came by and I said she could drop her link but please feel free to check her out!!! I had to remove the comments but I still want her to get some traffic cuz she was nice. ☺️ @italiangirlsex
2023-10-22 20:58:47 +0000 UTC View PostSpecial price cuz I wrote a lot of essays on the wall today. 🙃 🌹 🤣 Today’s episode 1. If you tipped or are a medal holder this month, you may ask for this stream!
2023-10-22 20:41:56 +0000 UTC View PostI’ll be back live again in a bit. We got some tributes so I’ll charge my phone and come back on. 💙 $200 and I’ll do a fully nude shower scene. Thanks for being here for me. 🤣
2023-10-22 20:35:58 +0000 UTC View PostShe spammed 2 of my streams with her link and then blocked me. Can you trashy monsters just stop already. 🙄 I sent her a message calling her a horrible monster and then did it on her page. Then she blocked me. Oh, so we don’t like unsolicited comments on our pages so we??? 🙄 bitch
2023-10-22 20:33:04 +0000 UTC View PostHe came back from Costco with water and laundry detergent for me and then sat on the couch, pretending like he didn’t read my text essays. He asked why I blocked him because he had questions on what kind of vacuum cleaner I wanted since the last one broke and that there was a special at Costco. I didn’t answer him and tried sulking in the corner of my room a bit. I said I had enough of waiting for him to contribute more and help out. I started putting more of the kitchen stuff away in giant heavy duty black and yellow plastic storage containers, a task I gave and paid him handsomely for 3 years ago so that we could get started on the kitchen demo I desperately needed for a new kitchen. I screamed at him WHY DO YOU THINK I BLOCKED YOU and he told me to settle down and that he needs to go to the gym cuz he hasn’t been in a while. I screamed again I GIVE UP WAITING FOR HELP YOU WONT GIVE ME as I threw a bag of expired marshmallows at the wall and boxes of tea into the storage container. He said, stop being like this and I said YOU MADE ME LIKE THIS. I noticed he took the trash out when I tried to find the trash bag to throw away said marshmallows so I lowered my voice just a little bit. WE COULD HAVE BEEN MILLIONAIRES BY NOW BUT YOU WONT HELP WHERE ITS IMPORTANT AND YOU CANT EVEN GIVE ME A BONER FOR B/G CONTENT. I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE. 5 MINUTES OF SEX IN 4 YEARS IS CRAZY. IM NOT CRAZY FOR WANTING SEX AND HELP AROUND THE HOUSE TO MAKE BOTH OF OUR LIVES BETTER. He said, okay, okay, just calm down and stop being scary as I put in 4 more cans of pasta sauce into the storage bin. 3 YEARS IS ENOUGH TIME FOR YOU TO HELP ME PUT BULLSHIT INTO THE STORAGE UNIT. IM NOT WAITING FOR U ANYMORE. BEING WITH YOU SUCKS. I threw our stuffed sloth into his overnight black gym bag. 🦥 I CANT WAIT FOR YOU ANYMORE. I WANT SEX AND HELP. LEAVE YOUR KEY.
2023-10-22 19:17:22 +0000 UTC View PostGoing live now since I Wrote more than usual and want to balance everything out. 🫠 lol. Onlyfans.com/cindymoon7 #cindymoon #onlyfans #home
2023-10-22 19:00:51 +0000 UTC View PostI’ll be in my DMs all day. Thanks for all the love and support. I suppose I’m too affectionate in real life and it’s good that I can pour it into the DMs instead. The expressional booth is open so if there’s been stuff on your mind and shoulders, feel free to release it here so I can be here for you. 💙 Also, Someone in the DMs mentioned to me that they’re leaving Onlyfans bc the girls don’t offer any real connection and all they do is pitch their photos. We don’t have to show you anything. This includes exclusive photos of our bodies and our personal thoughts and playtime. If you can’t appreciate how special that is, then please feel free to leave. We don’t expect anyone to buy all of our content but we still have to put things out for people to purchase and then we can chat as if our fun content isn’t there. I don’t even send out as many mass messages as the average creator and I know I have to get better at that. All creators have blocked rude people who didn’t appreciate the opportunity and this connection with us. Especially when it’s free… until we block people who have been free-loading and taking advantage for too long and then have the audacity to complain. The free onlyfans option is a promo depending on your generosity to spend to make up for the subscription fees, not a right you have to better access to us until you take it for granted. We don’t expect people to buy it all right away, but don’t complain when we don’t have to show you anything at all. I don’t really know what to say to that since I think it’s a blessing and super intimate that we’re showing you our naked bodies and most private thoughts. That feels like a connection to me already. I thought people were thankful to have a chance to see people in underwear for like $5. I guess we all don’t think or appreciate things the same way. I was under the assumption that most people know we don’t expect people to buy all the mass messages and that we ship them out on the chance a generous and fortunate person can come by. All the creators have a roof they’re trying to keep over their head, families to feed or even kidz they’re trying to raise college funds for. Just let them shoot their mass messages out and if you aren’t in a place to be generous, then let them send content for sale so that someone else can provide for them, but don’t complain when they can’t be adult bae care center for you. Talking wise… I also don’t really have anything or much to say to people? I’m just figuring out my own stuff and if someone needs love and support they can ask and I try to give it to them. I just assume we’re always sending warm vibes to one another even if we aren’t talking. I just love being here for people if they need someone. Otherwise, I assume we are all already connected. I feel like we’re all just walking each other home. A lot of people also don’t want to share their details from real life for privacy or escape purposes, so I don’t go out of my way to ask and enjoy waiting for them to share what they feel comfortable sharing. It doesn’t mean that I don’t care about you. What am I supposed to say or ask to connect with people? If I do in a large scale I’m also worried that I wouldn’t be able to keep up answering. I don’t like leaving people waiting or on read. Even though I have to if they’re being gross or cheap. A lot of people are happy quietly adoring and then sometimes, they have a tough day and lay it on a lucky girl and then I figured that’s when we can be there for them. Maybe, I’m wrong. I used to ask where are you from, how old you are, what are u studying even tho those details never matter to me… until enough people mentioned they’re not trying to divulge those details here. Also, I just don’t really care for those details sometimes bc a lot of people don’t want to be their current age or think about real life. I don’t really care if you’re a 60 year old custodian or a billionare, like I’ll talk to you if you’re nice to me. Honestly, if you were 70 and sent me $20 and said you wanted to be 35, I would just roll with it and enjoy the roleplay with you. At the end of the day, I just want all my followers to be happy and healthy. I’d do it what it takes to help you reframe your mind and thank you kindly for your time and your energy. I know it’s a little unorthodox for me to use this space as a diary but it is what it is for now. I love you all immensely for loving me as I am and letting me get to where I need to be. I am here for you if you need any love, blessings, support, listening, cute gifs or fun pics for a quick pick me up in your day. I love being in your phone and by your side. ☺️ Thanks for coming to my latest too long ted talk. (Stop giving me stuff to talk about so I can focus on editing photos, writing captions or whatever tf it is I’m doing on this earth.)
2023-10-22 17:42:45 +0000 UTC View PostI sent him my last essays in text today. Like 10 paragraphs. I don’t really understand why he won’t help me with anything important… and I just.. also… don’t care anymore. I don’t want to cry and scream for help anymore. I told him I can’t take being in hell with him anymore. I need and deserve more than someone who takes out the trash and gets water from Costco. I don’t know what stupid planet you’re on where you think that’s all I need and deserve. You’d think for a guy that can’t fuck or give orgasms, he’d do a little more elsewhere. There’s plenty of people who would make a video with me without the strezz, help promote me, help me buy ads so I can make enough to relax. After 4 years of strezz, I kinda just woke up one day and… didn’t find him attractive anymore. 😅 I’m not fighting for love that you don’t have for me. My lover or lovers should be the president of my fan club. Not my worst enemy slowing me down and bringing me more burdens on top of all the stuff I already have going on. Don’t I look like I have enough going on??? 🙄 Help or gtfo so someone bigger, better and smarter than you can help me get back to the top 1%. I used to be in the top .05 percent and ever since he came into my life I’ve dropped to the top 10%. I just can’t do this anymore sacrificing everything for someone who wants to be a loser and drag me down with him. I want someone who says, “what do you need?” And then just gives it to me without putting me on the absolute edge of insanity and on guard about my money. I want someone who would love to help me and would be proud of having someone in the top 1%. It’s been weird to try and love someone who resents me for making money that he directly benefits from with free food and money to help him finish school and get off of cigarettes and vaping. He just doesn’t love me enough and I want to only give myself to people who love me enough to never ever want me to strezz. He just sits around on his phone doing stupid things instead of helping me online or in real life till I have a breakdown over and over and over again begging him for help because I am only 1 person. I always see couples having fun on onlyfans. It’s easy for those boyfriends and husbands to help their lovers. I don’t understand why he’s making this an absolute nightmare for me instead of giving me the best time of my life. It kills me that he’s making this a nightmare for me instead of giving me a good time. I told him again to leave his key and don’t ever come back here again. You’ve done everything possible to make sure I don’t love you anymore. I don’t love you anymore. I hope you’re happy with the results of your actions. You have nobody left and you will never find someone who was willing to do as much as I did for you. I kept telling you I need b/g content and instead of giving me 5 minutes of content you fight me or ask me for 50% of my onlyfans or a percentage of sales which is ridiculous when you cant even get your dick hard for a 1 minute handjob video that I could sell to make $500 a night. You won’t make any or get off your porn, nicotine and caffeine addiction long enough to get a boner so I can make a 2 minute video to change our life. You won’t take me on dates, I’ve never gotten an anniversary, birthday or Christmas celebration. You couldn’t make it any more obvious that you don’t love me and I feel stupid for have dragging it out this long for 4 years trying to make it work with someone who makes me hate myself and my life. You’re not worth this hell and I’m tired of feeling like the ugliest most worthless person on this planet being loyal to you. Go find some garbage on your level to be with because I don’t want you anymore and I should have left you 4 years ago.
2023-10-22 16:42:51 +0000 UTC View Post9 days till Halloween! 🎃 Good Morning, ladies and Ghouls. Have a nice day!
2023-10-22 15:56:51 +0000 UTC View PostWhy would I chase you? 💋 Are you the princess? 🤣
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