Good night to everyone except my ex.
Good night to everyone except my ex.
2023-08-19 05:13:57 +0000 UTC View PostGood night to everyone except my ex.
2023-08-19 05:13:57 +0000 UTC View PostWhy should I give my dinner time to you if you’re never going to show up? Don’t bother trying to guilt me when you see me happy with other people willing to help me succeed or enjoy a meal with me.
2023-08-19 05:13:22 +0000 UTC View PostGoing to bed early while he’s still being a loser on the internet instead of helping me get off the internet or living a fulfilling life. Enjoy your McDonald’s every night again instead of a nutrient dense meal with me. Yes, I’m salty. I will be sweet again in the morning. I told him I don’t love him anymore. I’m a completely different person thanks to him. I can’t wait till he realizes one day he should have done more and spent his time with me differently. No point in taking care of a man who has less than ten years to live cuz he can’t stop vaping, smoking, drinking whatever the next thing is. It’s like he’s always chasing anxiety and stupidity and I don’t want anything to do with it anymore. I’ve watching this man smoke a pack a day and drink over 5000 energy drinks. I can’t do this anymore. I’m an idiot for trying to love him and I can’t wait to be free. You used to say you’re a loser so I would comfort you and do stuff to make you feel better while all the things I needed help with kept piling on. It’s always take take take with you while I keep asking for help you refuse to give me. I cant deal with you and your stupidity anymore. You treated me like garbage whenever I’m nice to you so now I have no choice but to be mean cuz it’s the only thing you ever respond to. You kept crying and accusing me of thinking you’re a loser and I kept dropping everything to comfort you. now I realize you really are some fucking loser who can’t handle telling an onlyfans girl she’s pretty, can’t get a boner and cant hold a fucking camera. You are a worthless loser and I don’t want you anymore. I hate my life with you. Everyone who’s tried to love you or help you has only been hurt by you and you’re just gonna keep doing this until you lose everyone. I’m not the one who hasn’t been worth it. Good luck with whatever is so important in your phone, energy drinks and bs. You’re not an asset or positive part of my life. If you wanted me to love you you would have helped out by now. You’re making me go to other people and you have no one to blame for the fall of our relationship except yourself.
2023-08-19 05:01:25 +0000 UTC View PostHe spent the evening doom scrolling Reddit and trolling people instead of having dinner with me again or helping me so honestly I don’t care what happens to him anymore. I don’t need or want any more burdens. You don’t have to be good enough for me and I don’t have to lower my standards for you anymore. There’s plenty of people out there with bigger dicks willing to take photos of me or cook dinner with me.
2023-08-19 04:24:54 +0000 UTC View PostPicture of my pizza!!! Weaning me off television and also watching some motivational/educational content to rewire my brain. I’ll never stop being me but I want to be an even better version of myself! Please tell me about what u have going on or what ur doing for the weekend. 😋
2023-08-19 03:28:53 +0000 UTC View PostFor my Friday night I made a veggie pizza!!! Tell me about the last time you’ve made a pizza if you ever have. 😋🍕
2023-08-19 02:27:23 +0000 UTC View PostGod tier patrons will be getting streams by this weekend. 🤍
2023-08-19 01:45:26 +0000 UTC View PostFound my Captain Marvel sneakers! I love a good pair of shoes. Gonna run a mile or 2. Hyping myself to tackle this kitchen. 🥰 #cindymoon #poetry #marvel
2023-08-18 20:21:04 +0000 UTC View PostOkay!!! I have finalized 2 locations for my mini vacation. If I had real money I’d stay in Orlando for a few months. I looked at some subleases but I’d rather use the money for good. I have a Disney year pass I haven’t used and it’s almost expired, I think. Update: Someone offered to gift me a car from one of these places tho so I’m tempted to leave the house…. 🤔 But I’m also trying to make sure it’s not a human trafficking trap cuz that would TOTALLY be bad for business and I would miss everyone online. I don’t go anywhere tho so it’s okay if I don’t get it either. 🤣 I truly don’t care about stuff or money tho so i guess that’s why they like me. Im being chatty again. I’m gonna go pack my kitchen. 💛 Stay smart, Cindy!!!!
2023-08-18 20:05:08 +0000 UTC View PostHealthy/fit people. What do you guys eat? Can you guys show me what you eat? I’ve been eating so many nuts being mostly plant based. I feel like an animal that’s been grazing and I wanna be inspired. 🤣 I worked out yesterday and I see my chub chub going away. I am fighting everything in me not to get Panda Express right now. 🤣🐼
2023-08-18 19:13:07 +0000 UTC View PostHappy Friday, my wonderful friends. 💛
2023-08-18 18:43:02 +0000 UTC View PostDo I have any artists following me? Im on the spectrum and adhd so I have function differently. I have an iPad and I want to start trying to draw. Could you record and show me how to use your apple iPad to draw a Garfield cat or an Asian woman? Im trying to draw a super simple cartoon of Aung San Suu kyi sitting in a prison. I’ve never been in an art class or ever had any desire to draw before. Thanks for the help and soft guidance!
2023-08-17 17:43:49 +0000 UTC View PostI know I’ve been eccentric for a while and I think it’s hilarious when people send me smoke signals to let me know they see me. Reminds me I’m not alone. 2 guys have started sending me pics of their dogs and also drawing S on the photo the way I like to draw s on my music playlists. They could also be making fun of me but I’m enjoying the cuteness of it. 🤣 More writing, laundry and chatting at home today. 💙 Angels can always request content or snaps with a rose. If I haven’t sent you stuff 👻 consistently, let me know softly. 🌹
2023-08-17 16:47:19 +0000 UTC View PostMy next goal: 15k followers. 🌹 Thanks for any all help getting there. 🦴🐶💙🥰
2023-08-17 16:35:13 +0000 UTC View PostThank you for top 2.3% this month. Send me to the top 1%. 🌹
2023-08-17 16:30:16 +0000 UTC View PostHope I don’t have to bitchh today
2023-08-17 16:26:19 +0000 UTC View PostIf you’ve tipped over 40 this month and haven’t been added to this month’s VIP list/ private story, lmk! In the last bundle I included a bunch of selfies. I liked them with and without captions so I spoiled y’all with both options. 🌹🥰♥️💋
2023-08-17 01:44:44 +0000 UTC View PostFlash u for a 20 tonight, papi
2023-08-17 01:33:10 +0000 UTC View PostDo u like it FAST💫 or SLOW 🌙. 😉 #versace #cindymoon
2023-08-17 01:05:33 +0000 UTC View PostI don’t know if he reads my posts but he poked his head in my room and said hey miss grumpy. I didn’t say anything mean like I did earlier cuz I don’t even know what to say anymore. He cleaned the fridge which was a crime scene which I appreciated but Im still livid… cuz I kept telling him I need his bum ass to handle marketing/ promote my link so I can focus on answering enough messages. He left for the gym and I’m getting my workout from him later today. Eventually, I learn how to work out correctly on my own and also have enough knights and mister slaves to help me take over the world.
2023-08-15 22:50:04 +0000 UTC View PostIf you want a personal voice message and have tipped before, send a rose. 🌹 I’ll try to leave 50 today. ♥️
2023-08-15 22:20:39 +0000 UTC View PostIf you’re a new creator, I recommend putting medals next to your special people’s names. Saves your energy and makes it easier to find which messages to open. 🥇🥈🥉 My current levels ❌= 0 🦴= $1-$99 (gave them a boner) 🥉= $100-$299 🥈= $300- $999 🥇= $1000 and up Make a list for ❌ so when you go live stream, you can exclude notifying them when you go live so you don’t get taken advantage of as much. It’s easy to remove them from list if they start tipping/tributing you as they should. It’ll save your energy to exclude them from teasers and gifts in DMs, too. I just sent some silent love to medal carriers for keepsies. ALSO, make a creator’s list so you can exclude them from ur sales pitches and we hit each other with a little less spam, lol.
2023-08-15 22:05:01 +0000 UTC View PostTime to relax. Unlock before I private archive. 🥰
2023-08-15 21:39:13 +0000 UTC View PostI keep warning him that he’s losing me by not helping me. He won’t even share my link once a day or comment on any Instagram posts. He doesn’t even have a job and he won’t help me. There’s no point to this. I’m single.
2023-08-15 21:36:46 +0000 UTC View PostThe people who love you and want to see you succeed will help you get there. Drop the others.
2023-08-15 19:59:43 +0000 UTC View PostAfter going through some of my clothing and tackling the laundry mountains i started to grow resentful of him again. I found 20+ pairs of nice underwear were hiding in the big costumes bag. Or maybe he threw them in there in a rush to help me? There’s no way for me to know but they should have been in my underwear bin. I slowed my thoughts down to go through my closet he kind of helped me organized. Half my blazers were hung backwards/ front facing the right side of closet. I spent some time taking them off and putting them on so that the front faced the left side of the closet. I put Christmas sweaters all the way to the right of the closet. Extra stuff to do when I could be answering messages. I got annoyed. I’ve got 10 blazers facing the right way and all in a section together. Why did he put them on backwards like he didn’t care and why couldn’t he just hang my stuff like a normal person instead of wasting more of my time and energy making me feel crazy and mad? He woke up and asked me what I was doing. I said loving him less and less every day. He told me to shut up and go take a walk. I went out to eat a nice lunch by myself. I told him before I left dramatically that it’s not difficult to help a girl who has an onlyfans and he claimed that it is when you have this much stuff everywhere. I need the outfits for work. My cosplays and costumes are all split up and I’m trying to put them together. More fighting when he could just help. He’s always here but never has time to actually help and I am giving up. He has a point about me being messy and there’s a lot of stuff, but he’s making it seem like it’s impossible to help me and I don’t understand why. I hope he misses me when I’m gone cuz I need a different kind of person around me. These are supposed to be my sexiest most profitable and playful years and he’s just making it a nightmare for me.
2023-08-15 19:27:34 +0000 UTC View PostWish I was going to Dragoncon. 🐉
2023-08-15 15:31:47 +0000 UTC View PostIf I make more money with you out of my life you better stay tf out my life
2023-08-15 15:24:35 +0000 UTC View Post