Thank you for 1.3 million visitors. I’m pretty sure this is the actual follower count and Onlyfans delays it so we don’t get lazy. Lol. Let’s aim for 1.5 by next year. 😄💙
Update: My team and I have gotten over 100 water filters to the largest refugee camp in the world and I’m gonna keep working hard to do more. This is all thanks to you guys for being generous so that I can pay it forward and be generous, too. You’re all my heroes. 🫶 💧 🌎
It’s been a slow month but I donated from my savings cuz I can’t even imagine not having clean water to drink/it’s an emergency. Appreciate you all for existing and being here and for the dream team promoting me behind my back so I have some more peaceful sanity. I love you all so much. 🌹
#cindymoon #rohingya #refugees
The sight of my voluptuous body in this see through gucci body suit makes you oh so weak and eager. 🖤
If 20 people buy this before midnight I’ll live stream. ♥️
New poem!
Also, I’m thankful the lot of you like the sassing and appreciate my humor. The good luck you currently have? I Double it. 🥰✨✨
#cindymoon #poetry #reading #writing
Please don’t ask me for my wish list anymore or offer me “trips for my benefit”. (🙄) I want money to get out of poverty, nurture refugees and fix my place. Those buttplugs you want to see in me so bad aren’t gonna fix my place or give me peace. 🫠
If I were a billionaire I’d have a site for girls to just b*tch real funny thoughts. They always get upvotes from all the super attractive, precious, wonderful, smart, seggsy simps. Then we all laugh until all the women feel better. After that, we all live happily ever after avoiding the ugly people. The good life involves rewarding the loyal, high value, loving people while collaboratively hating on the bad guys. 🥰
I apologized to him for ripping him a new universe and calling him names last night. He apologized to me. He’s gonna fix my door before the category 5 hurricane arrives and make sure my dog and I are safe. He’s been chill. We’ve been apart. He’s gonna clean my kitchen and put up hurricane shutters. He has his own place.
I had a talk with some A team girls and I’m going to phase out real Cindy Moon here and make things a little easier on myself. I need to make A team money. 🤣
There’s a lot of people role playing fantasy characters/ alter egos and I think I’ll take that route and focus on the business. It’s time to take the onlyfans page more seriously, get sets organized and try to keep real me…. Elsewhere? Private archived? Archived? I don’t really have a place to post my screenshots or thoughts.
I’m getting “talkative” again.
Anyways, half the guys in my DMs are fudging their name and age so I’m not gonna be hard on myself when I make myself anonymous, too. (I know we’re all just talking Schitt online and I truly don’t care if you’re 69 pretending you’re 25 or if your name isn’t really Jon arbuckle.)
I’ll be able to give myself a second chance cuz I deserve it as well. I want to be happy and healthy. It would be more easy and fun for me, too.
Half of Mai Hero has been private archived and it feels a little strange. Not that I’ve really looked back. I’ve shared a lot of personal thoughts, poems, protests, drama, growing chapters, humor and internet doings on both these accounts.
I figured some people would Anne Frank or ask Alice me and post my stream of consciousness and internet doings eventually in a photobook or fan book or something. If I private archive it all, people won’t have any source material but it might be sexier and easier. I kind of wanted to leave the last couple of years up just because if I leave this world and it’s all hidden in my private archive then that doesn’t really help anyone get enough material for their booklets to sell and no one may ever know I even existed or tried to make a difference. I don’t feel that great having freedom loving me/ over 10,000 posts private archived on @maihero. But I also feel relieved cuz I was even nuttier in that life. I want there to be enough material for people to use.
Anyways, I’m gonna enjoy a bath and a good meal with Gang Gang. Censor my princess parts if you’re one of the people working on a fan book so they eventually find me here. The more I make the bigger difference I can make for good.
Anyways, I made a really good dinner and I just wanted to give everyone a heads up before everything maybe gets a makeover. ♥️🫶🌹☺️
I hope everyone had a wonderful day. Thank you for coming to my bed talk. I may share my girl adventures from today. I know I literally just said I was gonna try and be more shush shush but I didn’t promise it!!!!
#cindymoon #blog #newbeginnings
If you refuse to listen to me, help me exactly how I keep telling you I need you to and don’t know how to love me then you need to let me go.
I know you’ll never read this because you blocked me so I can’t see what you’ve posted and written for your captions in selling our content cuz you’re scared of not having enough money to pay rent… but I still needed to say all of this out loud for me.
He didn’t show up. I enjoyed the best meal I cooked all year and then I played with Gang Gang while watching a feel good romantic movie. I brushed my teeth. I’m fine. I can’t afford to care about someone who refuses to take me out on a date or take photos of/with me. This has been insanity. I don’t want it anymore. He’s not worth this pain and anguish. I will never understand why he chose to make my life worse and harder instead of better when it would mean that I could take care of us both more easily. He doesn’t want to be an important part of my life. There’s nothing I can do about that. I don’t want to do this anymore. I blocked him. Now, I go to bed for some well deserved sleep. Good night, world. 🌙💙😴
Part of me knows I volunteer and protest to cope with what’s going on in real life.
Maybe he loves me. Maybe he doesn’t.
It’s okay if I don’t matter in his world. I can still make a difference in other people’s world. I matter even if I don’t get to feel that way with him. He comes back and doesn’t leave me alone which feels like some sort of love. I know I scare him. I don’t want to be scary. I hope to get to feel feminine soon. He loves me enough to hang out with me. I don’t know if I can get through to him. I wish I didn’t have to resort to being mean but I don’t want him to perish even if he doesn’t know how to love me or doesn’t love me at all. He’s been willing to fight other people for me and he consistently shows up for me more than any of the other lovers have. Sometimes, I’m harsh and strict. I only do it because I care. I never want to resort to it but being nice just didn’t work. He hasn’t shown up, yet. I’m making dinner and enjoying a quiet night with Gang Gang.
Last night he locked me outside knowing I couldn’t find my keys so I had to kick down my front door. Now it matches the door to my bedroom that he kicked down. We’re both stupid. I don’t understand what’s going on or why he can’t just listen to me or help me. He won’t listen to me. I have to move on.
I don’t have time for this.
If you can’t love me the way I need to be loved then go back to being unloved and alone. I have so many more important things I need to do besides getting constantly enraged. He’s not even giving me D nor does he deserve any love making from me so I don’t know what he’s doing.
Going for a walk. Everyone wanted him to be a Prince Charming for me and I dont understand why he would rather be the bad guy in all of this instead of just listening to me and loving me. I never wanted to become this kind of person. There’s so many things that need my time and attention. I can’t do this with you anymore.
I told this bitch I need help so I can have more time, energy and resources to save Myanmar and he was all like, they don’t need your help in Burma you stupid bitch, you have more important things to do than this crazy shit, none of this is good for you and I was like no, I fucking don’t. I need to help Myanmar, iran and Afghanistan and whoever the hell is out there , you’re the stupid bitch, help me help them or get the fuck out of my way
And that’s how your father and I made you
(Jk, I’m being funny to cope. Maybe he’ll learn to love me one day but it feels like too little too late.)
#cindymoon #home #blog
♥️ B/g ♥️ for the new people.
What’s a girl gotta do to get some rest? I was taking a nap when my roommate snuck into my bed and started giving me the fucking of my life. I begged and begged him to cum on my tits but he simply refused to pull out. He emptied his balls inside my fertile little pussy and I don’t know what to do! I don’t want all that cum that just flooded my cunt to goto waste but I don’t have any girlfriends who can eat me out either… 🙁💔
Maybe you like when I lose my mind and write essays about you. I don’t believe in love anymore because of you. I never knew that I could become this cold and angry and all these feelings that nobody really wants to read about. One day, I will stop loving you. One day, I will stop losing my mind because of you. One day, you’re going to go back to being alone, getting rejected on dating apps daily and eating McDonald’s every night. If that’s what you want, then that’s what’s going to happen and you’ll have no one to blame but yourself. You’d rather have that than help me with any of the important things I need? We’re almost there.
He wants to keep acting like I’m not worth helping until I eventually find someone who will. It’s not even hard to help me so I don’t know why he’s being the way he is. I was so much more successful before him and I want to get back to there not even for myself but just to spite him. Hate who I am rn. 😭
I need to love myself but that’s not possible if I keep letting him back into my life and he refuses to get with the program. If he doesn’t love me then he needs to stay away. If you choose to be a loser that’s on you. I shouldn’t have to break down and cry for you to help me while I work 16 hours a day.
