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70 messages! I’ll be in my DMs! If you’re one of the tippers..

70 messages! I’ll be in my DMs! If you’re one of the tippers from the last stream, you’re free to send me a 🌹 emoji to request it. ♥️

2023-11-02 19:15:41 +0000 UTC View Post

Hey, lover. 👄

2023-11-02 19:11:47 +0000 UTC View Post

Guess what I’m Looking for #cindymoon #daily #roleplayers

2023-11-02 06:49:29 +0000 UTC View Post

I’ve been telling you that I love you less and less each day..

I’ve been telling you that I love you less and less each day. I keep telling you that you’re losing me. I keep telling you that any day now I’m going to want nothing to do with you. I keep telling you that you’re losing me. I keep telling you that I hate you and I don’t even say I love you anymore. None of anything I’m saying is getting through to you. I keep telling you about how dire this situation is and how with each passing day that you don’t help me that I’m just going to get further and further out of your reach because I don’t want to live a life of frustration and constant work while I also feed you and try to help you with all sorts of stuff. I’m okay with never seeing you again. I’m okay with leaving you because when you contribute almost nothing, I have everything to gain by leaving you and being with literally anybody else. You’ve consumed all of the love I had in me and never replenished it. All I have for you right now is mostly hate and resentment when I think about how I could have been a millionaire by now and relaxing if I just never gave you a chance or stopped trying to seriously be loyal to you. You’re making our lives miserable and I don’t want to live like this anymore. Go be with someone better than me. You’re just gonna ruin her life and lose her, too.

2023-11-02 06:40:37 +0000 UTC View Post

♥️ Just want to be your personal cheerleader. ♥️

2023-11-02 06:29:35 +0000 UTC View Post

That post with the absurdly long and dirty adult story in th..

That post with the absurdly long and dirty adult story in the cheerleader costume was a success. I wrote that out of nowhere and just went with it. I don’t know what possessed me to write that but it came out of my mind. I just checked my onlyfans statement and I’m back in top 1 percent. Thank you for your loyalty, love and support. ♥️ it’s just top 1.9 %. Maybe one day I can be successful like the top 0.00005 % creators but I’ll definitely never ever get there with Chad and be able to relax. I don’t know how anyone could be this stupid. I’m writing some angsty poems to release my feelings before going to bed. I wish we were better together but I’ve done more than enough waiting for him and asking him for help. All I have is bitterness, resentment and anger bottled up in a soda bottle. He knows I’m always seconds away from blowing up cuz he won’t fufill any of my important needs. He keeps acting like I can do all of this by myself and he just sits in my bed or on my couch taking up space of someone I need ther will actually help. I hate him. I hate this version of me. I want to be happy, relaxed and loved. He won’t give me any chance of that. He never puts love into me so all he gets is this angry hateful me all the time. If he wanted to help, he would. I can’t do this anymore and I don’t want to be broke, angry and depressed anymore with him or writing these angry essays all the time. They’re just gonna keep happening until I’ve had it and hate his guts, have assistants or mister slaves or until someone finally softens me, listens to me and helps me where I keep asking. It’s so hard to feel safe or turned on by him anymore knowing he knows I’m always near a breaking point and he won’t do anything to make it possible for me to relax. I just want him gone and to find other people who don’t make my life 10 times harder than it needs to be. I hate him and myself for giving him so many chances and so many years of my life. I don’t understand why he would rather I hate him than love him and take care of him but that’s just what’s going to happen. I barely care anymore and there’s no point in wasting my time with someone who’s going to need a tongue and lung transplants for his addictions to nicotine and hospital bound. He’s already too much work and not enough help I’m not taking care of some asshole who spent more than half his life smoking and vaping. I need someone who’s going to love me and listen to me and that’s never going to be him. I made the wrong choices giving him chances and my time. I want people who see my value and are my greatest cheerleaders or fan club presidents. He just keeps acting like nothing is wrong when there is a mountain of stuff that needs to be done that I need help with. I can’t do this bullshit with you anymore. I hate my life with you. You don’t even care. So, please. Just leave so someone bigger and better can take your place and so I can start smiling again.

2023-11-02 06:21:20 +0000 UTC View Post

I’ll be the cow and you can be today’s milk maid. 🥛

2023-11-02 04:58:12 +0000 UTC View Post

Thanks for your patience in the private DMs on onlyfans. I’m..

Thanks for your patience in the private DMs on onlyfans. I’m having another moment and need some time. I’d rather be single than feel ugly, stupid and unloved with you. One day, I will be successful and you’re going to wish with every ounce in your being that you were better to me and helped me. And by then, someone else will have taken your place and I will start smiling again.

2023-11-02 04:52:30 +0000 UTC View Post

You make us lose more by making me miserable and turning me ..

You make us lose more by making me miserable and turning me into someone I don’t even recognize. You have everything to gain by making any effort and making me feel beautiful and important. But you won’t. It drives me insane. I don’t want to be angry and insane every other night anymore. You’d have to be historically stupid to not see how much I could achieve and change our life. I can’t trust you. Go to you. Rely on you. Talk to you. Nothing. The most I will ever get is you getting water from costco or a gallon of gas in my car that I pay for. This is stupid and I’m stupid for even giving you a chance. I don’t want to be with someone this stupid, heartless and worthless. I will never understand why you won’t help me but I just don’t even care or want you around anymore. I hope you’re happy with the effects of your actions. I don’t want to be or live like this anymore. I don’t want to wait for you to be good for me anymore. I need more and better than this. No matter how many times I tell you I need you to help and contribute. You won’t. Then you throw extra straws for my cameltoe to carry and I don’t want to keep going off the deep end anymore. You fucking suck. You suck at sex. You suck at being a lover. You literally refuse to do listen to me and it’s just extra fighting and misery for me while you carry no mental load. I just hate your guts at this point and it’s so hard for me to get turned on anymore when you keep me this miserable. I don’t want to give you any more of my youth. Please keep being a loser and just stay away from me.

2023-11-02 04:44:44 +0000 UTC View Post

I pray to the moon for a transformation and good people. I w..

I pray to the moon for a transformation and good people. I want to be held and kissed. Have someone to cuddle and laugh with. Learn and love with. Hold hands, grow old together with and have fun helping others. Relax and unwind every night with loving words and kisses. I want someone who wipes away my tears and never causes them. Someone who never wants to go to bed angry and never lets me go to sleep feeling ugly and unloved. I wish for lovers like that for me and for all my friends/followers. I ask the universe for forgiveness for myself, patience, an open heart and mind, courage to detach, curiosity to learn about other people, time and knowledge so I can enjoy my next chapter instead of strangely oversharing on the best social media platform out there and wishing for everyone to treat this like a diary space for everyone to spectate and be silently supportive in the sidelines. I’m not asking for much. You can tell yourself whatever you want to keep villainizing me; but I am not a villain for asking for help. I’m just an idiot for giving you chances to keep disappointing me and hardening me till I explode like a volcano because you will never love me or help me in any substantial or meaningful way and I don’t want to be like this anymore. I need people who soften me and make me feel loved. You. Wont. Do. Anything. I can’t live in this hell with you anymore. Good luck with whatever you’re doing and don’t expect anything from me anymore. I’m not paying for any more of your food and if you ever find yourself in an emergency. Call your mom. I am not your mom.

2023-11-02 04:13:25 +0000 UTC View Post

Wanna feel how soft I am?

2023-11-02 03:52:48 +0000 UTC View Post

I have always needed and deserved more than someone who does..

I have always needed and deserved more than someone who does less than bare minimum. You wanted to create the meanest, most bitter, masculine and angry version of me and you have achieved it. You did it all by yourself. You cannot expect anything other than this when you refuse to do anything to lighten the load or soften me. You get the hardest version of me because that is what you created. Your ex wife left you because you refused to help her out, too. You didn’t want to learn your lesson then, you won’t learn your lesson with me and you’re gonna keep doing this till no one wants anything to do with you. I hate being like this but you don’t make it possible for me to relax. I’m tired of scowling every day. You’re always here but never have time to help me. So go waste your own life by yourself instead of making our life better or at least making enough to pay your rent. No one told you to make my life worse and waste years of my life. I hate being like this and you make me like this. I hate my life with you. I don’t want a life with you. Nobody wants to live the way you’ve been making me live. You refuse to help or contribute. This is what you get. I hope you enjoy seeing me with bigger and better men because you leave me with no choice when you won’t do bare minimum. Remember that I used to love you. Enjoy watching other men talk about other men instead of helping me. I’m so glad that’s soooo important to you than making sure I can relax and make enough to take care of us. What part of I can make us 6 figures a year if you would just spend 1-4 fucking hours a day helping me don’t you fucking understand? Not even 15 minutes of help. Just sitting around on your phone shitposting and pssing other people off. NEVER any effort to make me feel beautiful or valuable which is ESSENTIAL for any of this to work. You’re devaluing me and ruining my mental health for NO ONES BENEFIT and it has to be the dumbest thing to choose to do. You’re an idiot. I need someone smart. Valuable. Caring. Good. Deserving. Empathetic. Not some asshole who keeps wasting my time till I blow up every day. Ruin some other persons life. Enjoy being a massive loser, watching other losers talk about losers 🥴 instead of being an actual part of my life.

2023-11-02 03:42:51 +0000 UTC View Post

Care to join me? 🏰 🌙 👄

2023-11-02 03:29:59 +0000 UTC View Post

So glad we’re not married or have kidz at least. Not even 15..

So glad we’re not married or have kidz at least. Not even 15 minutes of help. I don’t know how he could expect anything other than this when he keeps wasting my time and energy when he knows I need help. I’m going to keep blowing up as long as he keeps ignoring my needs and wasting my youth. My needs are unmet with him every day. I need someone who has interest in me, asks what do you need and then just gives it to me. Not this Hell he keeps giving me. How much of an idiot can you be? You’d rather watch men talk about other men than help me make 1 minute of porn to help get us a house? Get out of here.

2023-11-02 03:23:30 +0000 UTC View Post

Would you make content with me and give me princess treatmen..

Would you make content with me and give me princess treatment? ♥️

2023-11-02 03:20:07 +0000 UTC View Post

I got annoyed with him because it’s another day he’s refusin..

I got annoyed with him because it’s another day he’s refusing to help with anything important and then he started watching some loser on YouTube glorifying Ted bundy. It’s bad enough he won’t do anything to make me feel beautiful or valuable or help me make enough to buy a home. I didn’t want to lose any more brain cells hearing or seeing some weirdo glorifying serial killers for views. I just can’t deal with this stupidity anymore. You’d rather watch men talk about other men than help me make enough to put food on the table and maybe even a Disney vacation? Please just go be a loser somewhere else. I hate being miserable with you.

2023-11-02 03:12:46 +0000 UTC View Post

I hate him and his brain and dick that doesn’t work

2023-11-02 03:00:36 +0000 UTC View Post

I told him off and to get out of my house. He’s leaving the ..

I told him off and to get out of my house. He’s leaving the key and I’m going through my DMs to find someone better. I keep asking for help he won’t give and I can’t stand him anymore.

2023-11-02 02:48:03 +0000 UTC View Post

Having fun watching the Halloween movies still available. 👀 ..

Having fun watching the Halloween movies still available. 👀 I’m a fan of Adam Sandler movies and there’s this new one I haven’t seen called Hubie Halloween. I appreciate their sense of humor and I love the funny shirts on the women the most. Can’t wait to hear about your Spooky Season! If you’re not a big Halloween person I would also love to hear princess treatment stories you’ve created or heard a friend do! Just to lighten up the tone here. I wish I had some positive princess stories to share but maybe in the future! #adamsandler #movies #cindymoon

2023-11-02 01:47:45 +0000 UTC View Post

These milkers need a mouth. 👄 #milk #cows

2023-11-02 01:09:36 +0000 UTC View Post

Please watch the movie Downsizing ! It wasn’t like anythin..

Please watch the movie Downsizing ! It wasn’t like anything I expected and I cried in a good way 3 times. They definitely surprised me with an Asian woman main character even tho it wasn’t advertised (YEAAAA SNEAK SOME PEOPLE THAT LOOK LIKE ME IN THERE. 😍) and I couldn’t be happier. Every scene that made me feel the most also included Ngoc Lan. There’s so many reputable and talented actors in the movie, too. It is very creative, innovative and thought provoking. It is an easy, enjoyable and heartwarming watch. Highly recommended. Includes Matt Damon!!! Hong chau is a great actor. #netflix #recommendations #downsizing #cindymoon

2023-11-01 22:23:01 +0000 UTC View Post

Hello, world. 🌎 About recharged and almost ready to read my..

Hello, world. 🌎 About recharged and almost ready to read my DMs! It’s a new month to be great! I have extended Halloween till… forever 😆 so we can have more time to play dress up, play and relax. 🤭 🌎 🌙 How was your Halloween celebration ? Thank you so so so much for yesterday’s super fun stream. I’m so glad everyone liked my cheerleader costume, cat costume and my cow costume. 🤠. Gang Gang and I live an expensive life. 😉💁🏻‍♀️🤣 I am so well taken care of by my guardian angels and look forward to even more fun in the future. 👼 ALSO, AMAZING NEWS! TARA STRONG SHARED MY BUBBLES COSPLAY. 😍 @maihero #cindymoon #cosplay #halloween

2023-11-01 22:12:36 +0000 UTC View Post

A lot of selfies and a few topless pics as your favorite slu..

A lot of selfies and a few topless pics as your favorite slutty cheerleader! I’ll be waiting for you behind the bleachers…. ready to take you I’m whenever… I could go blow you for a little bit there and let you pull out my tits and play with them and massage them. As long as you did my homework and it gets me a B plus! 😄 you’re one of the first nerds to ever get to use me and you feel special and honored for the opportunities to serve. You love doing anything to make my life bimbo life as a popular slutty cheerleader easier and so I don’t have to think of do anything other than let you fondle and play with my tits in between classes.. If the homework gets me an A …. Then we can head to the locker room during gym class and you can have a few minutes of heaven with me and my tight little body, slapping that cock against my panties before you circle the head of ur cock around my swollen, slippery and super ready cunt you know I’m a virgin still and dreamt of an opportunity try to slip inside of my incredible pussy to drain the first ever cum load I ever take since you heard me whisper to my girlfriends my dad just got me on birth control. You slide my panties over and even tho I tell you to only rub your precum in, you pretend you didn’t hear that Im trying to save my virginity for someone special and you naturally slip your cock into my eagerly awaiting little cunt. You gasp and pant, humping my little cheerleader body and savoring every thrust, never wanting it to end but knowing you need to finish before everyone gets into the locker room and catches me bent over taking your cock pumping into me. Oh no, the bell rings, gym class is over but I’m so horny and love taking your cock which makes me cum so much, I throw my head back as all the other boys start heading into the locker room to see me take your cock like a champ. The boys spilling into the locker room are shocked then excited like what they’re seeing, some of them seeing tits live for the first time, catcalling me and watching you, the nerd taking my first time In front of all the other boys and you love showing all the other classmates what youre capable of.. I get wet and cum uncomtrollably even though Im unconvincingly moaning nooo noooo, you can’t stop pumping your raw cock into my sweet and fresh cunt with your hands on my hips and you keep fucking my tight slippery pussy in front of everyone making everyone late for class. Everyone starts taking pictures and videos of you thrusting into me and you finally cum as the bell rings, taking advantage of the first time I take birth control and leaving me my first ever cum load in life in front of all of your gym classmates. #fiction #writing #erotica

2023-11-01 04:11:45 +0000 UTC View Post

Princess Bubbles is all grown up! #cartoons #cosplay #nine..

Princess Bubbles is all grown up! #cartoons #cosplay #nineties #nostalgia #powerpuffgirls

2023-11-01 02:16:22 +0000 UTC View Post

0 days till… omg Happy Halloween!!! 🎃 🤖 🦇 🤠 😇 🧙🏼 🧝🏼‍♀️ 👻 🔮

2023-10-31 16:55:56 +0000 UTC View Post

More #poetry I mostly wrote today. 🎃 🧚🏼 🤠 ✍️

2023-10-30 23:48:48 +0000 UTC View Post

Tell me a love song. 💝 #🎶 #💌 #🌙

2023-10-30 23:32:22 +0000 UTC View Post

I feel a lot better after writing that out. I’m gonna shower..

I feel a lot better after writing that out. I’m gonna shower, charge my phone and stream. I trust the universe will send me the right people. I deserve to live carefree and relaxed. I deserve to feel beautiful, smart, capable and cared for. I will never get that with him. My life needs to be 10 times easier and if he wanted to help or make me feel loved, he would have done it by now. It’s time to move on. Everything’s going to be okay. 🤠 #cindymoon #onlyfans #healing Onlyfans.com/cindymoon7

2023-10-30 23:24:27 +0000 UTC View Post

Diary entry: I look forward to a future with people who in..

Diary entry: I look forward to a future with people who inspire happier poetry. For now I am a little Edgar Allen Hoe. I haven’t shared all my moody, dramatic poetry. Although, to be honest I think my moody poetry is some of my best writing work. 🥀 I hope people enjoy them or become entertained by them whenever I do release all of them. They come to my mind like magic. I don’t really have any control over it. I don’t go out of my way to write under any specific writing prompts. Sometimes, I think my poetry is super depressing and awful… but then I look at Edgar Allen Poe’s writing and I think… eh, I’m not so bad. 😅 My past lover has inspired over 100 of these poems. I wish he wanted me to be happy and helped me towards that. I have no control over his life wants and I have to move on. I don’t want to get any more radical waiting for help he’s never going to give. This is no way to live. 😅🧚🏼 He wants me to “stop talking shit about him” and that he would help if I would stop… I have waited 4 years. I’m writing these because he won’t help. 😑 in the ways I keep telling him I need help in… and it’s been years. I don’t want to wait another 4 years for help he’s never going to give. I want to grow and relax now. There’s just no more value in anything he says anymore. It’s getting easier and easier every day to let go since it’s getting harder and harder to get turned on by him. He knows we are over. I’m just waiting till my feelings catch up. I wash my dishes and have been packing my things instead of answering messages or streaming as much because he doesn’t believe in helping me out, so I have been slow and taking care of real life, trying to get out of this rut and manage my autism. I just don’t operate the same way other people do or understand a lot of things. I know once I get back on track I will make back all the money I deserve and live a loving, peaceful and carefree life. I don’t want to get married or date. It’s been… too much and I can’t afford the strezz and drama of boys trying to keep me to themselves with secret agendas… and pulling me in with worries when my stuff isn’t even close to being handled. I can’t afford the connections and I don’t want it. I can’t be the bad guy in anyone’s story if I’m not in anyone’s story. It’s much safer and easier this way. I told him I don’t love him anymore. There’s nothing to love. I told him I don’t want to be depressed and crazy anymore. The only way I can do that is to stop going to him or trying to rely on him for anything. Someone recently gave me a story about their deadbeat dad, and that her mom did everything to give him every opportunity to be a husband and a father for the kidz. He just… never showed up to spend time with his own kin or made any effort and refused to love on his own kidz. It never made any sense. Or he lied, pretended he was going to do more and made things even harder. She kept giving him opportunities until eventually she gave up. She dated other people till she found someone 10 times better that actually wanted to be a husband and father. The 1st man is still alone with his vices and will be for the rest of his life. His kidz won’t be visiting or caring for him when he’s alone and old… still trying to do the same things with people that just won’t want anything to do with him anymore …and he’s just gonna be the weird old man trying to play games thinking ‘he’s still got it.’ 🥴 the new man is well loved and will be looked after and cared for for the rest of his wonderful life. The mom and new man married and had a happily ever after with a huge family. It was a helpful story and I wish myself and others in the same position great love and strength to get to the next chapter. A real man brings clarity to the ones they love, not distractions, noise and more trouble. A real man lightens the load, not chooses to be a burden and add more burdens. I could never live a happy, loving, healthy and carefree life with this kind of person and they would never be a good father. I needed a good man. A best friend. Not my worst enemy. I needed good use of the sexiest years of my life. Not worst depression and distress daily. I wish you the best in whatever you’re doing that’s so much more important than me. #cindymoon #diary #journal #writing #express #poetry

2023-10-30 21:42:57 +0000 UTC View Post