No stream tonight. š #cindymoon #christmas
No stream tonight. š #cindymoon #christmas
2023-12-23 02:17:55 +0000 UTC View Post
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Y r u so obsessed with me š«£
Y r u so obsessed with me š«£
2023-12-23 01:42:24 +0000 UTC View PostIām just getting everything out of me before Christmas so we..
Iām just getting everything out of me before Christmas so we can celebrate with fresh new energy. ššš„šŖ 1. Taking bad photos of me during b/g stuff happens But taking bad photos of me and then writing essays trying to convince me theyāre good photos is just gonna pxss me off. 2. Iām starting local for b/g content if I ever decide to play with other people again One guy on TikTok charmed me and had me mentally in his hand for months but when I flew out to the Midwestā¦. I found out he was a dog breeder. (which I hxte, because rescue dogs deserve to live) who kept his 4-8 dogs in terrible condition and now it haunts me. If I knew he was a dog breeder I wouldnāt have flown out, I thought he had rescued the dogs. I used to volunteer to groom rescue dogs so I donāt want anything to with breeders. He was also a felon but the dog breeder thing was way more offensive to me. 3. I like when people spill their tea on whatās going on in their life big or small. 4. I decorated my balcony in Christmas stuff today and it was really fun. #cindymoon #musings
2023-12-23 01:22:05 +0000 UTC View Post
I gotta stay guarded and protect my feminine energy and pret..
I gotta stay guarded and protect my feminine energy and pretty pussy People charm the panties off of me with their words sometimes.
2023-12-23 00:19:23 +0000 UTC View PostBought some more ads today and enjoying no more ex lovers co..
Bought some more ads today and enjoying no more ex lovers contacting me for now. If you know Iām annoyed with you and you give me no space and send me essays, Iām just gonna get extra upset. Give me a break. Once I gather myself a little more Iāll be able to get back on TikTok, too. (My newest one) I havenāt been there lately cuz every time I do, TikTok keeps recommending all of my exes ALL AT ONCE in notifications. Thatās how I know theyāve been on my page. š« If Youāve charmed me once, hurt/offended me somehow and lost ur chance please respectfully keep ur distance Iām not letting u charm me again. If youāre the unethical dog breeder and you still donāt have a fence I hope you end up chained up everyday like how u keep ur dogs. If none of this makes sense to you, keep scrolling
2023-12-23 00:12:08 +0000 UTC View PostOn Holey Moley episode āthat man knows how to ride a wienerā..
On Holey Moley episode āthat man knows how to ride a wienerā is the worst episode. They did the diver man dirty and that bit wasnāt funny at all. #holeymoley #diving #golf #netflix
2023-12-22 23:50:27 +0000 UTC View PostWatching this really neat show called Holey Moley as I work ..
Watching this really neat show called Holey Moley as I work out! I am thoroughly enjoying it. Itās like this mini golf competition on #netflix. Iāve never play mini golf before but now I wanna try one day. š Rob riggle is as attractive as he is funny. #holeymoley #golf
2023-12-22 22:54:37 +0000 UTC View PostTell me about your last vacation. š
Tell me about your last vacation. š
2023-12-22 21:55:51 +0000 UTC View PostTried to leave the bunker today but couldnāt. Iāll try again..
Tried to leave the bunker today but couldnāt. Iāll try again tomorrow. š #cindymoon #home
2023-12-22 21:43:36 +0000 UTC View Post
If youāre a girl fan, can u let me know so I donāt send u fu..
If youāre a girl fan, can u let me know so I donāt send u fun messages catered for the human dildos? Iām going through a page makeover/cleanup soon for business purposes and making this just a fantasy page. I want to be more considerate about my mass message posts (unless u donāt mind/just curious) if I have more girlies than I thought I can try sexting girl on girl if u have the desire for that. I know some r just here out of curiosity. I try to put people in proper lists so the spam isnāt that much but Iām not perfect. Creators usually end up muting each other for sanity. I think 300+ of my followers sell promo and I just canāt be clearing that every day on top of my customers. I have 100 messages to clear/100 people to talk to today. Iām okay with being notifications being muted but please donāt restrict me if youāre a creator. Thank you! For new people Lists will save your brain (I would love to know how yours are set up. Feel free to adopt my system.) If ur not sure I can check for u/update so I can gift medal holders better in future. ā„ļø #cindymoon
2023-12-22 16:15:44 +0000 UTC View PostLetās live happily ever after. ā„ļø
Letās live happily ever after. ā„ļø
2023-12-22 15:49:14 +0000 UTC View PostYou make me feel so soft and cozy. āļø
You make me feel so soft and cozy. āļø
2023-12-22 11:21:16 +0000 UTC View PostI canāt wait to be around people who donāt make me want to d..
I canāt wait to be around people who donāt make me want to drink or do shrugs Or stay alone is good, too I just donāt even understand how they ended up that way. If any of you know people like that or if you used to be like that, or if ur a therapist or parent or teacher, can u please explain to me how u/they outgrew that or how u get someone out of whatever the fuck my ex is on Heās not the first person to talk to me like this and just blocking them isnāt the answer Iām looking for. They keep going and doing this and I donāt want them to just act like to other people after me. I just want to know how people are supposed to talk to them and what to say. My parents didnāt talk to me growing up so thereās a lot I donāt know. I just donāt know how to unpack this . I donāt want a world full of people like this. Even if itās information that has to come from an older white person. They would yell at me about this stuff but if it were an older white man, I donāt think they would talk to them with the same animosity. I donāt really know what to do. Some people see me and thatās just the energy they grab onto for whatever stupid reason out of my control. If Iāve been aggressive, short or guarded with you, I hope u understand itās cuz Iāve had some things going on elsewhere or from my experience.
2023-12-22 11:00:51 +0000 UTC View Post
ā¦ I just donāt know how anyone could look at my IG page and ..
ā¦ I just donāt know how anyone could look at my IG page and think āstate funded corporate propaganda parrotā. I wanna be alone. Idk wtf is going on but men lose their minds when they have me and I donāt want it anymore. Thanks for the last livestream. Def one of my best ones this month. š If anyoneās archiving all my IG posts and remaining highlights (Iāve reached limit they started disappearing years ago) , I super appreciate it. I know igs are getting bannedd left and right. Iāll be ur bestie forever if u play historian for me and have a proper record that I existed. This is like my 6th or 7th IG. #cindymoon
2023-12-22 09:30:29 +0000 UTC View PostMy new favorite shirt. š¤£ #cindymoon #gardener #writing
My new favorite shirt. š¤£ #cindymoon #gardener #writing
2023-12-22 05:06:48 +0000 UTC View PostI have to go do some super hero stuff ! Iāll be on at the l..
I have to go do some super hero stuff ! Iāll be on at the latest midnight if 30 people spend $10
2023-12-22 04:13:18 +0000 UTC View PostLooking for devin and anyone I havenāt had the chance to tha..
Looking for devin and anyone I havenāt had the chance to thank silently and properly
2023-12-22 03:42:05 +0000 UTC View PostStream started at 12/22/2023 12:46 am oiling up and cleanin..
Stream started at 12/22/2023 12:46 am oiling up and cleaning up! What do you want for Christmas? #white #fishnets #cindymoon
2023-12-22 03:17:39 +0000 UTC View PostCharging phone some during shower and coming back on. š„°ā„ļøšā„ļø..
Charging phone some during shower and coming back on. š„°ā„ļøšā„ļø onlyfans hides the real number of viewers so Iām sharing the summary. Playing a onlyfans model for research purposes. ššµļøCheck the time duration and viewers between picture 2 and 3. š¤ If everyone tipped $5 I would have made my goals. Give me a merry Christmas the next time I go on, okay? Donāt be a Scrooge. ššš āļøš (I donate to refugees and help single mommies and that means u do, too. ššā„ļø) #cindymoon #christmas #onlyfans
2023-12-22 00:07:40 +0000 UTC View PostThe audacity to say he cares more than I do was one of the c..
The audacity to say he cares more than I do was one of the craziest things he ever said to me. This bitch doesnāt even help me walk the dog. Heās done it twice in 4 years. No dates. No birthdays. No anniversaries. No help. No holidays. No vacations. No lunch in new restaurants or even breakfast in bed. ???? Going live. What the actual fuck is going on. Everyone knows mainstream media has been biased and there are more honest groups and people on social media reporting honestly. I canāt get through to him and I donāt want people like him to exist anymore. I canāt get through to him. I used to feel bad cuz his dad is a deadbeat but I donāt have the energy or image to love or educate him out of whatever reality heās in. It needs to be another whxte man. I donāt know what he wants from me. You want to be a black man?? Whatās going on here??? Youād rather be a brown or black man??? Being a 6ā6 white man isnāt good enough for you? You think itās easier and better to be black??? Wtf do you want from me? Complaining about being a tall white man to a female person of color for a pity party is just stupid. Just shut the fuck up already. So stupid. Going live.
2023-12-21 23:19:26 +0000 UTC View PostIf you live in South #Florida would you rather drive your ow..
If you live in South #Florida would you rather drive your own car to #Orlando or take the new Brightline train? If I drive on my own I can bring a suitcase or two and Iāll have my own transportation but I wonāt be able to answer messages and Iāll have to pay for parking and risk getting into an accident If I take the train itāll be faster but Iāll likely be limited to 1 suitcase and will need to Uber around but Iāll save money on parking and is less likely to have an incident since itās on a track. The last time I went and stayed at a hotel they charged 40 a night for parking so Iām asking people with more travel experience which they would rather do. 99 each way on train means about $200 for round trip Flights are out of question rn
2023-12-21 22:49:56 +0000 UTC View PostIām probably gonna go live for a few minutes to check in
Iām probably gonna go live for a few minutes to check in
2023-12-21 22:25:20 +0000 UTC View PostThank you for the top 1.9%. I really appreciate you guys for..
Thank you for the top 1.9%. I really appreciate you guys for always uplifting me. I promise to keep going. ā„ļø
2023-12-21 21:36:35 +0000 UTC View PostI am going through the craziest shit right now and I donāt u..
I am going through the craziest shit right now and I donāt understand why heās doing this when it would only benefit us both if he would just help out or bring me peace. I canāt even breathe. I canāt even focus or relax. I want to focus on work but heās making it completely impossible. I donāt even recognize myself anymore. He called me anti-semxtic for protesting against gxnocide last night along with calling me a heartless sociopath that only cares about myself. (There are lots of wonderful Jews also protesting against gxnocide. ) I definitely donāt even care enough about myself and should. Itās like he has no interest in knowing or accepting me and idk what tf is going on. I care too much about other peopleās welfare and heās saying I donāt. ā¦ He says he cares more than I do. ā¦ and that Iām just this parrot that wants to be popular (as if this is the easiest most popular thing for me to do???) , that Iām just regurgitating false information about Gaza from influencers who are liars (bro, wtf) (this is literally the unsexiest most unprofitable, unpopular, unorthodox, most unprofessional and most caring thing I could possibly do as a sex worker. Iām sharing and boosting actual people from Gaza and credible journalism sources. I donāt know how you could say something like this to me. I share and comment on articles and I have a fundraiser for the refugees on my IG and heās calling me a heartless sociopath. ) Iām the ceo of a refugee journalism site and Iām somehow useless and heartless??? He keeps saying that I donāt actually care about peopleā¦. When I seriously feel like I am doing the absolute most that I can while heās busy on all these dating sites and antagonizing me and all of his other exes. I just couldnāt take it anymore. The constant gas lighting and villainizing me when I ask for help is just astronomical. For no oneās benefit. He is never my peace, I canāt rely on him and he wonāt do anything to help me make A team money even though Iāve helped him countless times. I donāt know whatās wrong with him but he chooses to put the worst stuff in my ear and I just donāt want anything to do with him anymore. I also put on a chxldrenās Christmas movie on last night called Scrooge and there was a 20-30 second scene where there was a black guy playing one of the poor people and he got SO UPSET at seeing A CARTOON BLXCK PERSON. He accused me of putting on a rxcist movie just to make him feel bad.??????????? (Can my white friends watch this same movie and let me know if itās reasonable to get this upset over watching #Scrooge on #netflix ? Iām serious.) putting on Scrooge= I hxte whxte people???? What????????? I love white people. He went on a tirade on how hard it is to be a Whxte man (omfg š) and I just got so fucking sick and tired of his shit. He said That all I want to do is make whxte people feel bad and thatās why I put on Scrooge. I told him itās not a good look and that no oneās going to cry for him complaining about how hard it is to be a whxte man. He keeps getting let go at jobs and he wants to blame it on him being whxte. Itās Fcking ridiculous. He then said I secretly hxte white people and I was just flabbergasted at his gaslighting. Because I had cartoon SCROOGE on Netflix. Itās a fuckkng kidz CARTOON movie. There are poor blxck and whxte people all over the world. He said all I ever want to do is make whxte people the villains and make them feel bad. ITS SCROOGE. Itās a classic Christmas movie. He was mean to ALL PEOPLE DESPITE THEIR SKIN COLOR. There are poor people of ALL SKIN COLORS. Heās spending so much time doing everything but making my life easier and I canāt for the life of me understand why. I feel like I canāt even breathe. Heās holding my content hostage from OCTOBER and says I have shit content even though heās the one who wonāt make me feel pretty and wonāt take any photos of me. I have no idea what the fuck is wrong with him or what is going on but Iām just so scared of even letting him have one more minute of me. Heās saying I hxte whxte people because I put Netflixās cartoon movie Scrooge on tv. How do you get that from Christmas movie Scrooge????? How can you say that to someone you supposably care about? How am I the bad guy rxcist for trying to watch a Christmas cartoon movie??? Iām so Fcking lost and feel so helpless. Itās like this almost every day. Iām being evil and rxcist for watching Scrooge???? What??????????? I had to let all that out. He keeps ignoring my needs but expects me to still be here for him. Iāve given him enough and heād rather lose me than help me and im ready to accept that. Iām mellowing out. Someone gave me a $100 tip today so I am okay and I will be fine. He gets angry at me for sharing but he wonāt stop abxsing me in private and I donāt want to protect, help or love him anymore. I would have given him a family, a house, the whole world but he wonāt even take me on a movie date or let me watch a cartoon Christmas movie in peace. I canāt get through to him. I donāt know what to do. Youāre the one that made sure this relationship failed and I hope you find someone you will actually love one day. Just thinking about you makes me sick. Wtf are you doing, dude. I know itās not normal or sexy to share so much of my life and yea here but I just feel so desperate to be seen and comforted right now. He wonāt listen to me at all and I donāt even know what to do except cut him off. I feel like I owe it to some of you to show what Iām going through and if I ever let someone take me out on a date, i wanted to show you how NOT to talk to me. Iām sorry for those who arenāt used to people being so personal here but I really needed to express myself and whatās really going on in my life. I wish I could love the hate out of people who have been taking in red pill cry baby borderline hateful content from the internet. But they donāt see me. They wonāt listen to me. It just makes me more and more radical. I just want a world where everyone is loving. Itās hard on me that I canāt even make a difference with 1 person in my own home.
2023-12-21 19:35:53 +0000 UTC View Post
