He loves the girls in porn having sex so much. I hope he’s ready for when I become one. He has no one to blame but himself. I never deserved any of this and I know the universe will reward me for my strength and for leaving him.
2023-09-07 16:21:04 +0000 UTC View Post
Sometimes, you just have to open up.
2023-09-07 16:09:48 +0000 UTC View PostI wrote a lot of essays today in this secret journal space so I’ll be streaming today to balance everything out. See ya when I see ya.
2023-09-07 15:55:45 +0000 UTC View PostI remember I asked him when’s the last time he took me on a date and he didn’t have an answer. I don’t even recognize myself anymore. I never want to be this mean, angry and upset every day. This isn’t me. He won’t add to my life or help me with anything important and I feel like he’s my worst enemy when I need a best friend. You can’t expect someone to be good and kind to you when all you do is waste my time and do nothing to soften me, make my life easier or allow me any chance to be feminine. I don’t want to be masculine anymore and argue with someone who clearly doesn’t care about or or isn’t even attracted to me. What the fuck are you doing here besides taking advantage of me? You’re always here but have no time to help. You don’t have a job and refuse to help. How did you expect this to turn out?
2023-09-07 15:53:30 +0000 UTC View PostMai hero: why are you getting upset over broke people who are never going to add any value to your life? Cindy Moon: I dunno. You’re right. I’m gonna try harder to get my key back. I can’t keep waiting for him to help out anymore. I need someone who’s happy for my success and wants to help me be more successful. This is just ruining my life for no one’s benefit and I need someone bigger, better, smarter and actually cares about me. Mai hero: There you go! You got this. Go be a Barbie. @maihero
2023-09-07 15:44:38 +0000 UTC View PostI’m never doing this again. I don’t know how you could have so many addictions to the point your dick stops working and then have the audacity to get mad at me and make my life worse instead of better. One day I will stop talking about you and caring about you and you’re gonna be alone again wishing you made bare minimum effort. I have done more than anyone else you’ve ever dated and you’re still doing nothing and complaining calling me lazy. I have bought or cooked thousands of meals for this man and he’s fine with letting me go hungry and crying every other night. You’re not worth this pain. I love you less and less every day. This is what you want and soon I won’t love you anymore. Enjoy reaping what you sow because I can’t give you another 4 years of my life for a dick that doesn’t work and fighting almost every single day.
2023-09-07 15:35:13 +0000 UTC View PostHe read everything on my wall because he talks and comforts his ex gf more than he takes care of me and his ex gf stalks my page and comforts him even though he happily left her for someone else and still loves the person he left her for. You can pay his bills and meals. Both of you need to get away from me. He has me blocked so he can sell our content and write filthy captions without me getting as mad and still has the audacity to say I’m not doing enough. I fucking hate him.
2023-09-07 15:32:42 +0000 UTC View Post
Good morning. Some people are never going to be worth it no matter how much time you give them or how many chances you give them. May you love them less and less every day until this too shall pass. You’ve been worth it every single day and will continue to be worth it. Have a great day.
2023-09-07 15:04:05 +0000 UTC View PostYou can keep smoking, vaping, consuming alcoholl, consuming 5 energy drinks a day, gaming, watching porn and fightingg strangers on the internet instead of being a part of my life. I won’t be at your funerall which is going to happen in less than ten years. I’ve been worth it this entire time. You’re the one that isn’t worth it.
2023-09-07 09:31:20 +0000 UTC View PostChad would rather make sure I lose all of my feelings for him and resent him than help me. He’s been on his phone all day doing things that don’t help me or make my life easier. Not even 5 minutes to help me. I just don’t understand and I can’t deal with it anymore. No job and won’t help me. He says I’m doing nothing even though I feel like I am working 24/7 managing 7 pages and he’s the one who’s doing nothing. This is insanity. I don’t want to deal with this anymore. I need someone who doesn’t resent me for how blessed and fortunate I am to have this opportunity. Someone who helps me make my money while keeping me happy so I can make enough to make a difference. Loving him is destroying me. If he wanted to help me or see me succeed, he would have helped me by now. Taken me out on a date. Helped me record a 3 minute b/g video by now. He can’t do it so he aggravates me by sitting on my couch or bed all day. Sometimes, I walk in on him watching porn or looking and other girls OF’s and chatting with them while I’m drowning in work and things that need help in real life. He’s taking the time and space where I’d rather have someone who wants to make content with me. He makes me feel ugly. Refuses to tell me I’m pretty, important or beautiful. I end up blowing up every couple of days cuz he just keeps taking but won’t contribute enough to my life. I don’t understand how anyone could be this stupid. I need someone who asks me what do you need? Someone who can get a boner and not steals all of my people, making thousands off of me but won’t help me. He makes it so obvious that he doesn’t love me but he still hangs out here like I’m some random roommate. I don’t need a roommate. I need a smart, high value person who can help me get to where I need to be so I can relax and work on more important stuff. You can’t even get a boner and you won’t even make my life easier or better? Why are you making me go through this much every day??? I need b/g content and you’re punishing me because you watch so much porn your dick stopped working, are you out of your fucking mind? He’s never going to see me from my shoes. He’s gonna keep villainizing me for asking for help. Nothing I say will get through to his mind that he needs to help put in my life or leave. I’m not a villain for asking for help or trying to get set up so that I can stop writing essays online and be able to relax. He keeps putting everything on me and making everything worse by doing nothing while I’m running on fumes. I don’t have any choice other than to keep crying until I have no more tears left to cry. I’m not over him but I’m over it. I don’t ever want to love again. He’s been my worst enemy since coming into my life and I need a best friend. Not whatever this is.
2023-09-07 09:10:14 +0000 UTC View PostOne day, I will have enough love and resources to get out from where I am.
2023-09-07 08:42:41 +0000 UTC View PostIf you could own a campground in any state in America, where would it be and why? Also, do you guys know where large amounts of quality land for camping is available and affordable? There’s none left in Florida.
2023-09-07 06:46:11 +0000 UTC View PostIf none of my dreams come true I would also be happy with a large piece of land with a river or water spring where I could live quietly off the land.
2023-09-07 06:17:56 +0000 UTC View Post
If my posts don’t have 50 likes minimum I won’t go live anymore. 😌 Like everything on my page until there’s nothing left to like. (Pic from that one time I left the bunker. I have like 1 friend and we connect about once a month if I can get myself to go outside. 🤣 ) @amoretxvip @amoretx
2023-09-07 05:26:37 +0000 UTC View Post
This is your day. Remove the stickers by unlocking. 💋
2023-09-06 21:13:12 +0000 UTC View Post
Tell me a ridiculous wish! One of my wishes is to have an LLC/foundation that benefits the world and contributes to the quality of life for all in the big picture. I’m looking for a board of high value people or investors who are worth at least $20 million. Ideally people who have a foot in the tech industry, education industry, human rights industry or non profit industry who can handle large scale change/ radical life changing waves. If this sounds like you, I’d love to connect in the DMs and pitch my idea to you. Thanks a bunch! 😄 (Especially any people who have an access/hand in online/offline virtual education programs in essential worker industries/ high value industries. People who care about refugees and humanitarian efforts. ) #cindymoon #millionaires #billionaires
2023-09-06 18:55:42 +0000 UTC View PostThanks for coming to my streams last night! I pazzed out right after lol.
2023-09-06 18:40:11 +0000 UTC View PostWe’re gonna make it out of here one day, creators. 🥺💕 💪 Keep going! 💫🌠🌙
2023-09-06 04:01:17 +0000 UTC View PostSomeone important’s gonna notice me one day.
2023-09-06 03:48:08 +0000 UTC View PostListening to Mozart, moving my body and clearing my mind. 🌙
2023-09-06 03:34:25 +0000 UTC View Post
Vote! Live Stream tonight with a goal of $500 or stay offline and clean my space. 🌹 #cindymoon #water #onlyfans @maihero
2023-09-06 03:00:49 +0000 UTC View PostPlease stop asking me when I’m going to stream if you’ve never tipped. It’s demoralizing, depressing, a turnoff and makes me not want to stream. (Letting you know for your benefit. ) Every creator hates opening their messages and seeing someone who hasn’t tipped in 2 years messaging them and asking questions just to ask questions. This is emotional labor. Adore quietly if you’re gonna be cheap. Tribute then talk. I can’t handle 1000 online boyfriends. I don’t even know if I can have 500 online boyfriends. I feel bad being an awful online girlfriend so I have to roleplay goddess for my sanity. I wish I could everyone the love they deserve every second of the day. I physically can’t do it and I wanna have time to work out and I guess live life things. I’m not your plaything for free attention. This isn’t a charity. I’m not trading pics with you when you know you’re just pretending to be a woman rn to pull a fast one on me cuz you ou think I’m stupid. This is a business. I don’t owe you a response or polite behavior especially if you’re asking degrading questions on purpose. I deserve it all. I’m carrying so much that you could never understand. Thank you. I stream when I can get myself to show up. I can’t when my vibrations and morale isn’t high. I’m saving my energy for the refugees I’m raising money for and trying to help. Serve happily. Have a good night.
2023-09-06 02:36:32 +0000 UTC View Post
Come press your body against mine. 💕
2023-09-03 05:43:34 +0000 UTC View PostLifting my pretty soles and taunting you with them. 💟
2023-09-01 03:14:38 +0000 UTC View Post
You can call me mommy sometimes if you want. 💙
2023-09-01 03:07:02 +0000 UTC View Post
