I have *SO* many dreams it is crazy. Besides finding the time and the money to work on my craft, deciding which fantasy realm to enter is the other challenging aspect.
Out of my latest sets, I truly think my Captain Spaulding really was me going down a fantasy world just for me 🤣. I've grown up loving Rob Zombie and his aesthetic when it comes to films and music videos and I took a very unsexy character and made it feel beautiful. You can check it here: https://onlyfans.com/780867131/clairedeadfield
**But what is next?** On my Amazon wish list I have new looks, improvements to existing looks and just things to make me smile. I have a hard time buying happy things for myself because ... if it does not further my business or make me profit to pay for bills why bother? So treats are nice and so is working on new looks! The list is here (https://www.amazon.com/hz/wis…)
The other top way to support is **BUY MY EXISTING PAY TO VIEW CONTENT!!!** A lot of it is super sexy and fun and there is so much whimsy. Whimsy all over the frickin' place and I love it! I love being able to build a world of make believe and fun!
*I have two photoshoots planned - one I cannot profit off of due to contracts and one which is TBD because it is a group and we need to make sure everyone gets their outfits before we plan a date.*
I am a small operation and I do my best and I love what I do! Truly.
Please check out my pay to purchase sets (I work SO hard on them), tip and you can always help me with upcoming looks and make me smile by going to my wish list (https://www.amazon.com/hz/wis…). Would love to acquire the Lydia wedding dress among other things.
I love being able to express my love for my fandoms in my modeling and photo sessions. It fills me with SO much joy every single time a set is purchased or I receive a package. It feels like a dream come true when someone sees my stuff and is like, "That's super cool!"
Your contributions warm my creepy goth girl heart 🖤. Please know anything makes a difference.
Dropping this cozy set on a gloomy rainy day. Wearing that notorious Little For Big Pikachu onesie. Super cute and paired with knee high socks (a vibe I love *SO* much) and, yes, for you booty fans out there, got some nice angles. 💛 🍑
Every set purchase helps, so please make sure to check out my sets both big and small.
**I feel like 95% of weeb cosplay females own this onesie.** 😆
I am not even joking! You look up "Pikachu cosplay" on Instagram this is the look that usually pops up. I totally love it though!
Help me make more content by **PURCHASING CONTENT!!!** I have regular, good ol' cosplays and also some super sexy cosplays. 2023 has definitely been my hot girl era, so if you're not checking that pay to view content you are SO missing out.
You can also help out by checking my Amazon wish list. There are dream cosplays, but also things just to cheer me up! I'd love to be Ahri from League of Legends, Ashley from Resident Evil 4, Doctor Strange, Loki, or so many others!!!
Also ... I would like to be Pearl from the movie Pearl. Modeling is a form of acting and portraying super unhinged characters is a blast. You should totally check out my female Captain Spaulding set. The crazed laughter shots are my favorite! (https://onlyfans.com/780867131/clairedeadfield).
Didn't have quite the material I needed to work with a photog, so I did some content myself. I did a boudoir Ramona Flowers (for OnlyFans only), a regular Ramona Flowers and a Black Cat (I would call Black Cat more of a test look).
I live with roommates who don't quite get how I pay the extra living costs 😂 (my day job cannot sustain me), so my room to work yesterday was limited. Despite the limited square footage of my work space, I think I did okay!
You can help support me by purchasing existing sets - I have sexy/spicy looks and regular cosplay, tipping on my posts and by checking out my Amazon wish list (https://www.amazon.com/hz/wis…).
Tips and people checking out my pay to view content cheer me on. I also do have an Amazon wishlist which helps with the smiles and motivation (https://www.amazon.com/hz/wis…).
I have a chance to do a photoshoot Sunday, but I don’t know … I know I should for the sake of content, but I can’t decide what direction to go in. Feeling a little stuck.
Though I am a paid and published model (feels so strange to say that) I don’t sell content that photographers pay me to do - there’s contracts and rules. All the pay to view sets I make I reach out to my photographer friends for assistance, but all concepts come from my own brain and a lot of the set up does too!
And it is hard. Being creative is rewarding, but still difficult. I am proud to say when I hype a shoot and say how much I absolutely love it that I am being 100% honest. I have so much passion for what I do and when things fall into place and my vision comes through I am over the moon!!!! Also, some shoots make me feel SO beautiful and it brings me such great self esteem. But sometimes I hit a wall when it comes to deciding my next project.
The problem is cosplay as a business. I have to determine cost of materials VS. the probability of success. It’s so limiting as I know my ideas can be niche and, though they bring me so much joy, I have to determine if I can budget in a passion project that won’t likely garner any earnings. HOWEVER, I also want my projects that will have a higher chance for earnings to truly be creative and smart even if they are more obvious to a wider audience. I want every single look I produce to be something I love and can stand behind.
Y’all, my brain functions like this ALL. THE. TIME. I am just a small ball of chronic anxiety 😂.
Anyway, make sure to check out my existing sets to help me fund future sets!!!! The anxiety I have is because I care SO much. I love my fandoms and the looks I create. Every look is a love letter to the source content or just an expression of myself and learning to love myself. I am a nerd! I love being a nerd and I love being able to wave my nerd flag proudly!
When you purchase sets you, yes, help with bills and expenses, but help keep the cosplay and fantasy dreams alive!
I appreciate you all for reading my rambling anxiety attack. 😂
I truly love this time of year so very much. It is a time where cosplayers rejoice and all weirdo goth chicks rejoice and, when you happen to be both, it is such a treat.
If you have not done it yet, make sure to treat *YOURSELF* to some of my super spicy, fun, and spooky Halloween content.
**There's only a couple more days for me to make slutty Halloween content!!!**
Well, slutty Halloween content *AND* have it be relevant. As a resident spooky girl, it is always Halloween in my heart 🖤.
If you have not checked out my Halloween sets. You. Are. Missing. Out. You are missing out so hard it is crazy! This month has been 1000% fire 🔥 and it breaks my heart that I know many of y'all are missing out on so much joy because these sets provide so much! Your lives could be way happier if you just check out some slutty goth girl Halloween stuff. 🤷
Bring some joy to your life by checking out these amazing sets:
If you haven't been able to tell by my many posts, I **LOVE** Halloween and horror.
I've always been drawn to darker aesthetics and content. I do like my happy and cute fandoms too; humans are multifaceted, but this time of year is a celebration of my favorites. For me, Halloween is 365 and should be all year, but I do appreciate how, for at least a month, people celebrate with me.
Continue to celebrate with me by checking out my existing pay to view spooky sets and help me create more by checking out my Amazon wish list: https://www.amazon.com/hz/wis…
I have always appreciated taking a not sexy character and making it sexy 💗.
Cosplay is a celebration and, as a lifelong Rob Zombie fan, I finally found my sexy cosplay way to celebrate this particular passion.
The skull on the bowtie I 3D printed and stuck on with hot glue. The makeup I did myself with Mehron clown paint and the Colourpop Powerpuff Girls palette (the blue colors for Bubbles really worked). The corset I actually originally bought for a Booette look and the panties are actually from a Wonder Woman cosplay from awhile back. I did the funky styling of the fishnets myself, because I wanted to add a few more elements to make the character seem deranged (but make it fashion).
This look manages to be so incredibly glam *AND* equally chaotic. This set definitely has the widest variety of facial expressions from me 🤣. Trying to embody a crazed clown really helps you let loose!
I really hope you take a moment to check out one my favorite and most meaningful to me looks.
I know I shouldn't show you too much because then why would you want the set? Then again this is one of those obscure character moments.
*Behold sexy Captain Spaulding!*
This last shoot made me fall back in love with cosplay. I’ve wanted to do this character for so long and put it off and put it off …
When you have cosplay as a business you feel the pressure to get the money and do the characters that make you money. I have a funny feeling Spaulding will not be one that helps me pay my bills 😆. Heck, I know lots of folks don't even know who this is and those that do definitely have never asked for a sexy version. 🤣
This was a passion project and I am glad I committed to it. This set has some of my favorite images of all time and it actually means something to me. I've always loved horror and Rob Zombie's movies and music. That is a man who is not afraid to be different and does what he wants. I’ve always been a music obsessed girl and I’ve always connected to his music and admire his showmanship and willingness to go over the top. This look is my appreciation of Mr. Zombie and all he does.
I am thankful for every purchase and donation I get. It truly does go to my monthly bills, spending and credit card debt which is the most important thing for me. However, sometimes, when I am ever so very lucky, I get to make the art that matters most to my little goth girl heart. 🖤
I cannot wait to edit more of these and I strongly suggest you check this set out when it does go live. It is creepy, sexy and beautiful and I love it so much.
**Is it really a hump day or a Wednesday for that matter if I do not take advantage of the fact that Wednesday and hump day are the same day?**
We have *EVEN MORE WEDNESDAY ADDAMS INSPIRED BOOTY SHOTS!!!* 🍑🍑🍑
I was gifted this ADORABLE leotard 🖤 with your classic Wednesday collar. The way the back goes you definitely get full cheek 🍑😘. The posing and lighting definitely has a super pinup feel and I adore the vibes I am getting here. Though I also did the splits in this set just for giggles. 😆
Guaranteed to brighten . . .or darken . . . it is Wednesday Addams so I am unsure where to go with this . . . You will enjoy your Wednesday! 😆
**“Hello, it's me again. Yours cruelly, Elvira, the girl with the huge… hmmm, ratings.”** 🖤 🍒
A character truly near and dear to my heart. I've felt the influence of Elvira AKA Cassandra Petersen throughout most of my life. It is a joy to honor her in this Elvira set inspired by her mummy shoot.
The mummy outfit is strategically torn to celebrate my curves and my enormous ratings as well. 😉🔥
A character truly near and dear to my heart. I've felt the influence of Elvira AKA Cassandra Petersen throughout most of my life. It is a joy to honor her in this Elvira set inspired by her mummy shoot.
The mummy outfit is strategically torn to celebrate my curves and my enormous ratings as well. 😉🔥
For it being an "unlucky" day it is lucky for you! I did not like the length of this Ghostface dress so I decided to cut it shorter. Looks like I estimated wrong and made it *SUPER* short 😆.
Well, when I've done polls and asked if you wanted more regular cosplay or only sexy things you pretty much all voted sexy, so I embraced the booty. I've been doing that a lot lately 🍑.
I also work out a lot 🏋️♀️ and sometimes wonder if it actually shows. I am loving how strong my thighs and ass look in these. I can actually see my muscle definition and I am pretty stoked about it.
My Ghostface set features, yes, booty and also some of my neon orange thong from the Victoria Secret Halloween collection 🧡.
You can check this set out for the low, low, low price of, you guessed it, $13.00.
For it being an "unlucky" day it is lucky for you! I did not like the length of this Ghostface dress so I decided to cut it shorter. Looks like I estimated wrong and made it *SUPER* short 😆.
Well, when I've done polls and asked if you wanted more regular cosplay or only sexy things you pretty much all voted sexy, so I embraced the booty. I've been doing that a lot lately 🍑.
I also work out a lot 🏋️♀️ and sometimes wonder if it actually shows. I am loving how strong my thighs and ass look in these. I can actually see my muscle definition and I am pretty stoked about it.
My Ghostface set features, yes, booty and also some of my neon orange thong from the Victoria Secret Halloween collection 🧡.
You can check this set out for the low, low, low price of, you guessed it, $13.00.
Your spooky girl Christmas came early 😉🍑. Nothing quite like the booty 🍑 of Wednesday Addams 🖤 on a Wednesday (or Wednesday eve rather). This is my latest lingerie Wednesdays Addams shoot and we definitely focus on that hump day theme.
Every set I do keeps building and growing and I can officially say **THIS IS THE MOST BOOTY I HAVE SHOWN IN A SET!!!** 🥵🔥 I am definitely posing super sext and doing that classic "lean against the wall with your booty to the camera" thing. 🖤
I had to show off my Victoria Secret Halloween candy corn thong, and what better character to display those Halloween vibes 🎃 than Wednesday?
Paired my thong with some large hole fishnets so you can still see plenty and they add to the big tiddy goth gf look. I also added some vinyl black "step on me" boots and some candy corn colored gel lights and we have achieved perfection! 💯💯💯
If you like sexy, spooky goth babes this is the set.
Please, please, please, please, pretty please go check out my pay to view content. I am requesting you go forth and purchase my cosplay sets (it can be the slutty ones 😉).
I need to go out and make more content, but you need money to make the content and it is a whole hullabaloo. This whole need money to make money thing is a massive bummer.
I used to make most of my content at home, but I am having trouble with the roommates. It is super impacting my mood. I need to be free to create!
**My main photographer and I found a date when we are both free for Halloween content!!!**
I am so, so, so, so happy. I can’t wait! The plan is to do a different version of Elvira than the one I’ve done before. It does involve some crafting elements so we will see if it happens. I do always plan for backup looks in case my projects don’t look the way I like though, but Elvira is the main plan.
Photoshoots always take time, work, creativity, ingenuity, support and finances. When you purchase shoots I am able to continue to book them/create them.
The best way to support photoshoots and to ensure that I am able to continue to do then is to tip and purchase content. You can also help by checking out items on my Amazon wishlist. https://www.amazon.com/hz/wis…
I am so excited for a scary good time and hope that I can continue to bring you amazing content!
I dropped a larger set last month, but I could not resist editing a few more images for you. 😉
The reels from this got me in *SO* much trouble on Instagram and that was without the smooshing my boobs together, pulling down the romper, etc 🥵🔥. My posing has gotten so much more sensual. That sort of content I leave just for you.
I have lots and lots of content on here and *ESPECIALLY* lots of content for spooky season.
I have done some really damn sexy stuff over the years, but my lingerie Mavis Dracula is just 💯🔥.
The world loves making Mavis sexy and I jumped on that band wagon. Arching my back and embracing my curves in my coffin in my super cute “Ghouls support ghouls” panties. 🥵
The sets that are the absolute hottest are when I am feeling good. And vamp queen vibes is where I thrive! The confidence I feel wearing the lingerie in this set, plus my super cute striped socks! 🖤❤️
In case you missed it, make sure to click the links below!
So many complicated feelings to start the week off.
Yesterday I did an AMAZING Resident Evil Village shoot. BUT, there are some issues with it and this platform. The shoot from yesterday ...
1. Goes so hard against guidelines on this platform
2. Due to the model contract, I literally have no rights to get paid from the images (you CAN pay for rights to the images, but that ain't cheap and I am living paycheck to paycheck or worse).So, even if they did not violate guidelines I still could not share.
It was *SO FUN* though. I love doing big budget shoots and I felt so pretty with my girl squad. Some shoots I do to get paid/content, but some you do because the people are simply lovely.
I did however do a little at home shoot myself with my Little For Big Pikachu onesie and my Chun-Li bikini. Mulling it over to be honest on how and if I want to share those. My feelings are so mixed at the moment.
Been in a weird spot emotionally and creatively. I have lots to ponder, but I am going to try to keep pushing forward!
Once again, **THIS PAGE IS FREE TO FOLLOW!!!!** I truly cannot keep it going unless sets get purchased and, thankfully, there are lots to choose from. So very much love goes into my looks. I have so many favorites and look back on so many very, very, very fondly.
Hoping y'all stay positive and have a fantastic day!
I need a morale boost. Could y'all help me out? Tips and purchases keep me going.
I have more of this little school MJ look. I did this for a group shoot and I always try to do test shots before a big production with friends - let me know if you would like to see some.
I am perfectly fine disappointing myself, but my friends? No way! I went beyond just trying it on. I took some photos to see how it looked on film. Tried a few different red wigs, etc. And I am glad I did. My wig I had planned on? Not the one I chose.
There's a lot of work and tiny details that go into a lot of these shoots. It is always interesting to see how things play out in the end.
This was RIGHT when the pandemic started. I had no money (that part still holds true to this day) and I was trying to find a random closet cosplay.
There are so many different looks in my archives, many of which I forgot about. Being a cosplayer for *SO* long and being a content creator means I have produced a lot of material. It is fun to go back and see my growth or just reflect on some looks I did not give enough love to initially.
It is only when people like you drop tips/purchase sets that I can continue this. It makes me *SO* thankful when people purchase my work and drop tips. It says that you believe in me and helps me stress less about the little things.
To reference the show, just like Hell, this free business model might need a makeover. Thinking of implementing changes towards October 1st.
Again, the best way to help this page survive is to purchase content. You want sexy? You get sexy. You want A+ cosplays? I got you there too! But tips and purchases are the only way this page has a chance.
