ππ not so peppy lil princess ~ pt 4
~β’Β°β‘ END β‘Β°β’~
[CONTENT WARNING expressions of fear]
this week has been hell.. my sister guilt tripped me into going and helping her out again this weekend and it's thrown all my plans out the window and my week has been so busy because of this. im just happy i was finally able to do my Easter shoot today. it went well i think but im super exhausted and now tomorrow i gotta pack for my trip and clean my room. ill be posting my Easter set all throughout Easter long weekend so be sure to keep your eyes out and your eggs peeled! βΊοΈ
obviously because of my sister i won't be doing my twitch stream tomorrow, but i hope to resume again next week.
sending you all my good thoughts, whatever thoughts i have left after my brain friend.. and all my positive vibes, whatever energy i have left to give. it's just one of those weeks haha don't forget my love too! i hope the rest of the week goes better for us all. ππ
ππ peppy lil pastel princess ~ pt 3
~ she's a silver lining,
climbing on your desire ~ π΅
yesterday's stream went well! i had a good time playing league for you guys and chatting up a storm. im always nervous when i have to talk on the spot but it's always worth it to be engaged with you guys. next week id like to maybe do another art stream or something.
window shopping for cute stuff again today im starting to piece together what im hoping to turn into a milk maid outfit! lotsa other cute things ive been seeing too, but im mega broke rn while i save for my trip. so i won't be able to do it any time soon π₯²
its honestly gonna be a bit tough going back to spending less. i have all these bills to keep track of on top of rent and what money im making from fansly is going towards my trip.. why flights gotta be so expensive? π
otherwise im doing okay, gotta get my Easter stuff ready for a cute lil bunny shoot for yalls. relly hope i can make yalls smile this year!!
sending you all my good thoughts and all my positive vibes! i hope you have a wonderful weekend!! βΊοΈπ
ππ peppy lil pastel princess ~ pt 2
~ she's a silver lining,
climbing on your desire ~ π΅
look out! it's me! im coming for your candy!! im finally starting to feel a bit better again! this means im hoping to start posting more! im gonna try to start posting Wednesdays and Fridays now so hopefully yalls will be happy with seeing a lil bit more of me. im relly hoping to get an Easter shoot done soon, but if it's late you're gonna have to forgive me. life's been a rollercoaster, one thing after another, but im recovering again and that's what matters.
i did a new shoot today in my old fluffy blue sweater that should be ready some time next week hopefully. also still have a few more stuff in store so keep your mind ready.
im relly thankful and grateful to everyone who has and is sticking with me through all the turbulances i have faced. whether you stay subbed or you watch from afar you are greatly apreciated by me. it's all of yalls that make this worth it, it's yalls who make it fun. i love sharing with you guys.
wellp that's all i got for you today, ill be back again friday!! love ya lotsa!!
sending all my good vibes!!! βΊοΈπ
ππ peppy lil pastel princess ~ pt 1
~ she's a silver lining,
climbing on your desire ~ π΅
helping my sister should have gone well enough but she didn't think to tell me her baby would be sick and now ofc im sick too.. to top it all off i got some really terrible news over last weekend that really fucked with me.. im so worried about my family... i really wish my well wishes would be enough but i feel so helpless...
thankfully ive been surrounding myself with people who love and support me and it's been helping me get through these tough times. idk how sane id be if it wasn't for my friends and my medication.. i just keep thanking myself for upping my meds when i had the chance.
i was super sick yesterday but i still managed to get an art stream in. i hope that those who watched relly enjoyed it because it was fun but also super exhausting. id like to do more art streams in the future they are just very tiring for me.
wellp that's it for me tonight, doing my best and wishing yall the best. think good thoughts and spread positive vibes!! see you around! ππ
ππ lil pastel strawberry dream
~π pt 3 β’ END π~
weeks be going by like a blur.. idk even what im doing sometimes anymore.. but i had a good stream yesterday and i made the most of the day by also doing a shoot afterwards! (soon to come) i have customs to do next week so im getting back on track. i had to deep clean our bathroom today and so im pretty exhausted as im typing this.. the men in my house are so gross... ugh but it's clean! and how did my mom thank me? by raging at me for no reason. i cant wait to move out of here. π₯²
im still having those terrible nightmares but during the day ive been so happy lately! im starting to surround myself with people who make me feel good and bring me joy who i also can bring happiness to as well. its just relly nice to be able to put time into my friends again. π
ill be nannying my sisters baby again tomorrow so that will be fun.
wellp anyhoozle, im sending you my positive energy and good vibes! i hope you have a blessed weekend!! βΊοΈπ
ππ lil pastel strawberry dream
~π pt 2 π~
ive been so exhausted lately but im powering through. i had a relly busy day on Wednesday traveling to get my meds and shopping while i waited to see the doctors. even got some therapy and walking in. Thursday i had a great stream (after the abundance of technical difficulties) we had alot of fun playing League as i always do.
im thinking i may stream again tomorrow but on fansly this time. my family is out of town and ill have the house to myself.. keep your eye out for me!
ive honestly had some things irl that are slowing me down a bit but im happy to say im getting through them. sending you all my good thoughts and all my positive vibes! have a wonderful weekend!! βΊοΈπ
ππ lil pastel strawberry dream
~π pt 1 π~
aaaah it's been so long and im sorry! i went on this emergency trip to help my sister on Vancouver Island so i had to uber through a snowstorm and ferry to go help her watch her kids so she could go to court on Monday. problem was she made it a little hard for me to leave and used me to my fullest extent. im truly very drained and just so happy to be home i could almost cry. thankyou to everyone for being so patient with me through these times. i was just finally settling into making content again.. and the worst part is? she convinced me to go back because she has another court date and it's important she gets there. i have a hard time saying no to someone in need...
wellp im home now and i helped my sister and in the end that's all that matters.
i got this lovely new cardigan and i love it so much i wear it every day! so be prepared to see it in more shoots! βΊοΈ
sending you all my love and all my positive vibes! have a great weekend!!
just realized i was so sleepy last night i didn't make this available for followers too! that has been corrected. now everyone should be able to see! βΊοΈπ
ππ Sweet lil Dreams π«
[transferred from pβcketstars]
ngl ive relly been struggling these past few months but i finally got my meds upped so hopefully my moods will be better from here on. i don't like being on higher doses because i feel like i lose a lil of myself but it needs to be done atleast for now. ive been struggling with dark thoughts creeping back in and my dreams have been reflecting that.. i relly want to get back to making content but it's hard when i feel so low.. i hope to stream next week to maybe help boost my mood.
ive got so many new accessories and other cute things that are sooo perfect for future outfits so it's gonna be lots of fun when i do get back into it!
anyways i hope yalls had a good week and are enjoying your weekend so far! sending you my good thoughts and my positive vibes. ππ
couldnt sleep, lets play a lil! π
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i got home a bit ago and have just been trying to settle in. my tension has been high and my emotions have gone rampant. im struggling alot mentally rn but im doing my best to put on a brave face.. trying not to self isolate but when i am upsetting everyone all the time it's hard not to wanna. i just want to be in my own space where i can just wallow and not have to worry about others..
im sorry if i haven't been so responsive lately im really going through alot but im trying my best. i hope to resume making content in early February but i can't decide exactly when until im feeling im ready.
until then im sending you all my love and energy i hope you all feel loved and happy as you deserve to be. thinking good thoughts. π₯Ίπ
πβ lil winter wishes βπ
hello cuties im so sorry it's been so long again im still so sick because after i was finally starting to get better someone visited the house and brought another flu in with them. it's been so awful to me, my body hurts ive been getting sick in the mornings at the beginning, im hallucinating things at night like dark figures and dancing bears. im a total mess rn..
not even to mention my mental state.. which im not going to get into deeply but im not in the best headspace rn...
because of being sick still i had to delay my flights again. today was supposed to be the day i got home but now it's not gonna be for another week and a half. hoping by then ill finally be feeling better.
i relly just wanna go home π
im mustering up what little energy i have and im beaming my love out to you all. i hope the holidays have been treating you well and that the new year brings you happiness! sending you all my good thoughts and all my positive vibes! π
ππ lil party princess π« ~ pt 3
~β’Β°β‘ outdoor Shoot β‘Β°β’~ [ END ]
aaaaah im so so very sorry it's taken me so long to make this post! ive been so very ill for the past week and a half and it's taken alot out of me. im praying that i get well soon so that i can get back to being more responsive and stuff but until then i hope you can be patient and understanding.
it makes me so sad that ive been so sick because i had plans to do a Christmas shoot for you guys and now that will never happen. ive been so sick that i haven't been able to even play my switch.. we meant to go buy Christmas presents but were all so sick that it feels like that's never gonna happen. every day i think im getting better and then all of a sudden im hit with more sick. π
i really hope yalls have a wonderful Christmas, that you can feel loved and special by your friends and family. you are loved and you are special to me too. sending you all my good thoughts and all my positive vibes with lots of love too!
merry christmas! and happy holidays!
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ππ lil party princess π« ~ pt 2
~β’Β°β‘ Indoor Shoot β‘Β°β’~
today i bought myself a new plushy hes a giant blue triceratops and im still thinking up a gud name. i also bought a lil froggy squishmallow to go with my teeny one. the last couples days have been tough cuz ive been relly sensitive recently but im taking things day by day.
it helps to splurge on myself a lil to make myself feel better. i also caved and bought Disney dreamlight valley so im excited for that too.
anyhoozle im sending yalls all my good thoughts and all my positive vibes! βΊοΈπ
ππ lil party princess π« ~ pt 1
~β’Β°β‘ Indoor Shoot β‘Β°β’~
life hasn't been treating my family very kind recently so things have been very stressful here. to manage my stress ive been playing BoTW when im not working on art comms. im just so tired lately and everything hurts but i just try to keep positive. there is always a rainbow to be seen through the rain we just need a lil sunshine to guide us. ik that if we keep working hard and keep staying positive that eventually things will sort themselves out if we don't do the sorting ourselves. ive been having a bad experience with best buy recently so that's made me extra cranky because i hate customer service. so yeah, life is tough bla bla bla im done complaining. π
i really hope things will turn up for the better for all of us. sending you all my good energy and all my positive vibes! have a great weekend and a great week to come!! βΊοΈπππ
π€ Lil Skater Punk π€ [PPV]
~β’Β°β‘ Bondage β‘Β°β’~
[ resurrected from my PS ]
this includes 2 never before seen videos of me teasing my tiddies. if you wanna see me play with them then you might like these videos! also ofc some cute lil bj teases. all from my early pocketstar days.
if you like these videos and you wanna see more of the shoot please check out today's earlier posts. sending you lots of love and positive vibes! have a wonderful weekend! π
β’Β°π€ Lil Skater Punk π€Β°β’
~β’Β°β‘ Bondage β‘Β°β’~
[ resurrected from my PS ]
hi hi cuties! im sorry it's been so long since ive posted. things have gotten unbelievably worse here. not only must i stay here now until January but one of my family members was tricked into doing a dirty job for scammers. one that has gotten her in trouble with the police rn. thankfully she is cooperating with them so they see her as a victim too but it's all so messed up and waaay too much for me to handle. im in over my head and this isn't to mention that now one of their cats needs to go to the vet because all her fur is falling out and it's just too much. it's really suffocating being thrown into one thing after another and being the only person who can help financially. this was supposed to be a fun visit but now im here doing my best to keep food on their table, rent paid, animals healthy, and everyone happy. im in no means rich but i cant just stand by and watch as my family and loved ones suffer.. i honestly don't know what they are going to do when i go home. im doing my best to guide them as well as help them and im hoping that by the time i leave they will atleast have some form of footing.
please think good thoughts for us.
sending you my loving vibes. π₯Ίπ