Went to bed with Jake still dripping out of my butt. That wa..

Went to bed with Jake still dripping out of my butt. That was much nicer than it sounds. Just saying. Had one of those unbelievable anal orgasms. My brain turned off, drool hanging out of my mouth, unable to speak for a few minutes. That kind of anal orgasm. I can never get the cum out of my colon. It just sticks in there like glue, and truthfully, once you get used to feeling sperm in your guts…you want as much of it as you can get.

I should have led with I wrote this last night and never posted it. Now you know.

Jake laughed at me when I came tonight. I found that to be a bit…I don’t know… embarrassing. I like to do missionary with Jake. I like to kiss him and wrap my arms and legs around him when his dick is in me. So, we are looking at each other when we cum. But…I don’t laugh at him when he sounds like a retarded dog when he orgasms…and he does. For all his super cool persona, when he cums, it sounds like I’m beating a mentally handicapped dog. I find it sexy, actually, that my body can do that to his brain. Still, I can’t help it that his dick makes me twitch and make stupid faces. He should be happy I do. Am I upset? No, I’m not. I think it’s because I want him to like me so much that I don’t want to look silly in front of him. But…when I cum…I cum hard and I do a lot of silly things and make a lot of silly noises. That isn’t going to change. Doesn’t really matter. He went home tonight, but on his way out, he turned around and kissed me and said he loved me and he hoped I felt the same way about him. I told him it was a little soon for me, but I think that I do, and I’m really feeling him in the best of ways, which is very true. Jake may be the one. He won’t be my husband, but he might be the one to take my husband's place permanently, which sounds perfectly amazing to me. I will tell Scott this very thing when he gets home tonight. See how he takes it. Either way, he will be sleeping in a bed with Jake's sperm splattered here and there.