i want to be a teacher so bad my heart aches for it sometime..
Added 2021-05-09 15:10:30 +0000 UTCi want to be a teacher so bad my heart aches for it sometimes. i google and weigh up the costs of courses i would love to complete on a weekly basis now today i woke up and chose to teach. i chose to write my mind onto canva and create images to educate my audience on stalking. my posts weren’t best received so a few hours later i posted a photo showing the cleavage of my large breasts which of course gained a perfect reaction i feel constantly conflicted by my craving to teach (in some way) the big thing is - most of this yearning has not come from no-where it’s come from my time in the adult industry... my time in the adult industry has been a very lonely one and has connected me with thousands of people that comfort their own loneliness by joining me online. (no shame in this what so ever by the way i think for a lot of people it can be a very healthy form of comfort - i am also aware not everyone joins these spaces due to feelings of loneliness) i was very mentally and physically unhealthy when i was a webcam model but as as i got healthier so did a lot of my audience. this experience has opened my mind to how much we as humans need to come together, to support, to open up to learning from each other and how much influence we as individuals actually hold i dream of a balanced career where i can not just be a pretty face but a love, sex & relationship coach for my audience 💭🙏🏼
