

I’ve been busy recovering lost photos and videos the last we..
Added 2021-10-09 12:42:50 +0000 UTCI’ve been busy recovering lost photos and videos the last week! It’s taking AGES but I’ve already recovered thousands of content… Here’s a little peak: This is a teaser video from February 2017. After struggling with severe agoraphobia I decided to launch a Patreon to fund hotel trips every month and every month i would make pretty content like this in them. I absolutely loved that time of my life and the industry had different expectations - the demand was only for 1 new video or photoset a month… This meant we could pour our hearts into our content, we could plan ahead and always had energy to create. I was able to put so much energy into healing that i eventually did. My severe agoraphobia, my depression and my anxiety all left. To the point i was so unafraid of what was outside my front door I started travelling full time! Since i returned to the industry last year the demand is much higher. The expectations have become for multiple posts a day and therefore the quality of content we’re seeing is no longer the same. We’re no longer seeing artistic videos or photos everywhere we’re seeing quick phone made content. I have adapted and i have done very well! But my gosh i miss the not having to post multiple times a day on multiple platforms just to keep things afloat… I also think the pandemic made people crave different things. A lot of people have felt loneliness and a lack of connection. The phone content has a much more personal feel to it than camera filmed music videos did that’s for sure! It’s been an interesting journey and i remain open to adaption for whatever comes next. I’m very excited to be moving my life abroad in 1 week so i can chase the sunshine and get the best natural light for my future content… (the website fenellafox.com is only temporarily re-activated so i can recover my old content - please do not join it)