Reading my messages online for so many years has made me loo..
Added 2022-10-24 21:16:57 +0000 UTCReading my messages online for so many years has made me look older than I really am. I don’t want to live like this anymore. Lol. I can’t finish them. I’ve been trying for years. I really, really, really have. I can’t and am not supposed to be connected to this many people. I don’t want anyone with toxic entitlement near me. I can’t explain the mental toll i carry from all that I’ve done and continues to do. I don’t think anyone other than hot girls n guys can understand. I’m accepting that I’m always going to look like the bad guy to some people because I don’t want to do what they want or be what they want. I didn’t start out this callous or wordy. I never wanted to be this ???. I care about myself more than the happiness of some strangers on the internet and that’s how it should be. If that makes me the villain, then so be it. Cindy Moon will be the villain/worst person in your life, then. If that’s what u need, then Go ahead. I don’t care. Go. I’m trying to make a a difference in the world by protesting genocide and for people who have no voice. (Do I look like I don’t have enough on my plate??? U rly want 2 add me stressing over u being upsetti spaghetti that I’m not alone forever???) WHILE trying to live a normal hot girl life with hot friends while I’m still yung and healthy. The last thing I need on my plate and mind is someone who’s 69 years old who’s had a BLESSED, privileged full life I will NEVER be able to have or even IMAGINE who’s only intention is to have me eventually sleep with them or I’m a bad person. Fuck you. My life is for me not them. I’ve decided I’m only reading 50 messages today and focusing on making friends with like minded, attractive, business smart and caring people who are on my level. I am a good person. I deserve to live a life that I want that is full of happy, good moments, joyous experiences and adventures. That means I might have sex with others. If ur not happy for me then I don’t want you in my life. I will give a fulfilling and happy life to myself and take care of myself before giving any more energy or access to you that I realize now that you don’t deserve. Thanks for getting me to the next level. Dramatically yours, - Cindy Moon Thank you to everyone else who sees me in the light I deserve to be. I am eternally grateful and thankful to my loyal supporters and dear friends . There are those who treat me like a god so that I may heal and continue to do the work that I do and be the person I know I am destined to be. I am my best today and I will continue my work and contribute good to this world because of you guys who just aren’t leaving bs messages for me to open. #cindymoon #007 #silk #writer #poetry #bats #batman #bane #isolation
