I think I’m in general mad that I feel helpless with my own ..
Added 2023-01-20 01:59:12 +0000 UTCI think I’m in general mad that I feel helpless with my own mess because I know ultimately it’s my fault that I currently can’t handle everything in my plate but it’s the seeing this man smoke cigarettes that really makes me blow up. I don’t know how to explain how helpless it makes me feel to watch someone I care about smoke cigarettes. He’s been chain smoking since high school and I can’t stand to watch or smell it. I don’t want him doing this to himself and he’s not strong enough to beat the addiction. Anyways, I’m trying to minimize him so that I can’t care at all. There’s no other way. If I offered you free rent, you’re not helping me with work, ________ and you’re psssing me off with kxlling urself with cigarettes then you’re just shortening your stay. I can’t afford to get this pressed. You’d rather pay 600 in rent to smoke cigarettes…. I don’t even know what to think or do with you. Whatever. Fuck you. I don’t have time for this. New friend to talk to: @zootedstreaming #cindymoon #diary #blog
