( TMI time again) Sometimes, I get frantic in my head when I..
Added 2023-01-20 05:08:04 +0000 UTC( TMI time again) Sometimes, I get frantic in my head when I’ve been alone for too long. When I think about where I was a few years ago with my ex hubs (that was a r Kelly type villain) that I was married to for a minute… this isn’t so bad. Am I being delusionally positive? He does come back and not leave me alone which means a lot to me. I’m not sure what’s best for me. If I have to choose between a successful but dishonest sex addict and chad…. This is safer. Am I wrong for thinking like this? I can handle someone who’s soft with mommy preferences. It’s a much better situation if I think about it. I’ll keep telling myself that until I get myself to think more calmly and stably. I think sometimes we also both just have poor people brain, get frightened, wasn’t taught enough love and don’t know how to reassure each other. Idk, if that makes sense.
