I can’t wait till I have my home to myself again. I’ll final..
Added 2023-06-22 04:36:23 +0000 UTCI can’t wait till I have my home to myself again. I’ll finally get the help I need and have been asking for all these years. I’m tired of wasting my time with deadweight that just drains me, makes me mad, makes me nag and makes everything worse. I only want people who care and want to see me succeed around me. I don’t want to be miserable in my own home anymore waiting for someone who’s never going to make it worth it for me. Vaping 100+ times an hour, every waking hour and giving me anxiety watching him drink 3+ energy drinks a day, not eating all day, just vaping and energy drinks till I’m stressed watching him shorten his own life, making sure I know I’m not a priority, I just want it all away from me. It’s not a nightmare to just be nice to me and help me clean up around the house or match some underwear for me so I can pay the rent. Ugh. I need someone who wakes up and says, hey I helped for an hour and you just gotta talk to your online lovers and maybe dance in front of the phone for 30 minutes in this matching underwear set. Then we can go have a nice day and maybe watch a movie. I have never gotten anything even remotely close to that and I just don’t know what you’re doing here. Why wouldn’t you want to make my life easy and happy? This is insane. One day, you’re going to wish you helped me instead of making me carry everything. You keep acting like I don’t deserve any help and accusing me of doing nothing while you actually do barely anything. I’m gonna keep getting mad till you’re gone because I’m tired of giving you access and chances just for you to be a selfish loser and disappoint me. I don’t want stuck like this anymore just because you want to play stupid and pretend I’m not worth helping. I have always been worth it. You’re the one that’s not worth helping. Get out of here already.
