After going through some of my clothing and tackling the lau..
Added 2023-08-15 19:27:34 +0000 UTCAfter going through some of my clothing and tackling the laundry mountains i started to grow resentful of him again. I found 20+ pairs of nice underwear were hiding in the big costumes bag. Or maybe he threw them in there in a rush to help me? There’s no way for me to know but they should have been in my underwear bin. I slowed my thoughts down to go through my closet he kind of helped me organized. Half my blazers were hung backwards/ front facing the right side of closet. I spent some time taking them off and putting them on so that the front faced the left side of the closet. I put Christmas sweaters all the way to the right of the closet. Extra stuff to do when I could be answering messages. I got annoyed. I’ve got 10 blazers facing the right way and all in a section together. Why did he put them on backwards like he didn’t care and why couldn’t he just hang my stuff like a normal person instead of wasting more of my time and energy making me feel crazy and mad? He woke up and asked me what I was doing. I said loving him less and less every day. He told me to shut up and go take a walk. I went out to eat a nice lunch by myself. I told him before I left dramatically that it’s not difficult to help a girl who has an onlyfans and he claimed that it is when you have this much stuff everywhere. I need the outfits for work. My cosplays and costumes are all split up and I’m trying to put them together. More fighting when he could just help. He’s always here but never has time to actually help and I am giving up. He has a point about me being messy and there’s a lot of stuff, but he’s making it seem like it’s impossible to help me and I don’t understand why. I hope he misses me when I’m gone cuz I need a different kind of person around me. These are supposed to be my sexiest most profitable and playful years and he’s just making it a nightmare for me.
