He didn’t show up. I enjoyed the best meal I cooked all year..
Added 2023-09-10 06:01:41 +0000 UTCHe didn’t show up. I enjoyed the best meal I cooked all year and then I played with Gang Gang while watching a feel good romantic movie. I brushed my teeth. I’m fine. I can’t afford to care about someone who refuses to take me out on a date or take photos of/with me. This has been insanity. I don’t want it anymore. He’s not worth this pain and anguish. I will never understand why he chose to make my life worse and harder instead of better when it would mean that I could take care of us both more easily. He doesn’t want to be an important part of my life. There’s nothing I can do about that. I don’t want to do this anymore. I blocked him. Now, I go to bed for some well deserved sleep. Good night, world. 🌙💙😴
