I stuck by him for awhile because I’m not perfect either. Th..
Added 2023-09-17 07:22:47 +0000 UTCI stuck by him for awhile because I’m not perfect either. This job by myself for years has hardened me and made me more masculine than I ever planned to be. I got distracted, discouraged and depressed and I’m getting myself to a more stable place so that I can be a better model. It’s just a challenge cuz I’m one of the few people who answer their own messages and they never end so I’m caught in this strange loop where I don’t get to leave here mentally or physically. Im still staying strong, kind and sexy for those who talk to me correctly and I cherish those people and relationships more than I could ever put into words. Both of us were scared to be alone and I didn’t think it was fair to me to leave him because his dick doesn’t work. I care for him a lot even if he doesn’t have the biggest dick, his dick doesn’t work and he can’t have sex. There’s more to life than sex and being horny. He shows up so Im not alone. We can’t really stop feelings. I suppose I thought I was a better human being and I couldn’t help but love someone even if they couldn’t perform in bed. But if they’re not even willing to help with dishes without complaining, help me buy ads/ promote my onlyfans or willing to take me out to the movies in 3-4 years then… I don’t think he really loves me. I can’t afford this anymore mentally or financially. I have to move on. I will move on. If you wanna chat or vent about questionable situationships or relationships you have or had, I am here. We can comfort each other I’m happy to listen in the DM’s. Thanks for being here for me as I grow through what I go through. Stay safe, sexy and strong. Im really glad you exist. 🌹 :)
