I enjoyed conversations with the more fortunate millionaire,..

I enjoyed conversations with the more fortunate millionaire, but idk… something’s rubbed me the wrong way. There’s no way for me to rub off this ick or obvious apathy towards the things that I care about: people of color/ oppressed people/ orphan refugee childrennn, etc. Maybe his heart would have moved for the orphan refugee kidz if they were white childrenn in need and not people of color. Didn’t even bat an eye at what was going on. I rarely reach out for help and in the one instance I did and they had every ability to help, they didn’t and told me to wait until after his vacation. I was shocked and tried not to think about it, but the cats out of the bag and I can’t forget my realizations. There’s nothing I can really do about the situation or how I feel about them anymore. I tend to hold people in high regard and assume they’re on the same wavelength as me. Then they remind me at the end of the day that they’re just another horny man that doesn’t truly care, understand or appreciate me. Sometimes, I lose hope in yt people who remind me that they truly don’t see me. (Less than 6% of Americans are Asian.) Then I remember that my friend who works at the gas station is also white. His 20 dollars paid for one water filter station we placed at one of the orphanages at the refugee camp. This man saved over 50 orphans by giving them access to clean, safe drinking water with 20 bucks and he is now my personal hero. Thank you! (The water filter tanks are $15 usd with shipping and the other $5 we used as pay towards the volunteer adult refugee to travel to get it, pay bus fair, a little food, deliver the water filter to various public access spots around camp, etc,) I wish I could share all pictures of my daily online adventures and meme collecting, but Onlyfans has always been strict and gotten stricter so I can’t post about it. It’s not “acceptable use” and we can’t post people’s faces and certain stuff so I’m always limited in my communication with you all, but this is still where I am most free to “talk”. I have parts of it on my insta! 😄 CindyMoon007 Thanks for supporting me in the past so that I could get 100 water filters to save some lives. Im pretty sure we ordered at least 100. 😄 we’ve been giving so many little ones and people access to clean, safe water, food and more. I’ll try to share more details but it’s it’s best to just read the blog on my friend’s website. I love you! We do more tomorrow!!!! 😄💙 - Cindy Moon #cindymoon #water #asia